A distress V.I.P

It's been a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time since I'm writing this blog..
And what makes me returned????

I am so sad.. stress... tension.... *cry cry*

Why why why???

GD hold his first World Tour and it start here in Seoul on 30th and 31th March.. And I AM HERE!!!!

~Oh by the way.. I'm back in Korea again Feb 1 to Apr 16.~

The story goes.. Jokingly I'm telling my Korean friends that I wanna go to GD's concert... Well the whole office knew now that I love BB...

And luckily, one of them willingly to go with me.. I am a bit surprise because I know non of them like BB or GD (why??? I wonder why don't they like them.. They are Korean~~~) Anyway, one of them is kind enough to go with me... But she warned me.. To get the ticket is like a war zone.. And it is the truth!!!

Ticket selling open for public on March 5 8PM for the first day of the concert.. And~~~~ It all gone in 12 minutes???? WUT??? My friend only manage to get one ticket.. So we canceled that ticket.. *cry*

The next day is the ticket selling day for the second day of the concert.. But this time I'm more ready.. I even asked my office's friend to help me as well.. I'm so stress in the office... Like seriously.. I want to go~~~ huhu..

Once again, ticket sold out like 10 minutes.... Luckily my friend got the 2 tickets for us...

BUT...

It was in different section.. We are separated...So far~~~ After much much discussion and thinking... I decided to cancel this tickets as well... *cry* Because first of all, my friend that will go to the concert with me is not a fan of GD.. She is just a normal music listener.. She like GD so-so.. And the reason she want to go to his concert is because she want to accompany me.. And what is the point if we are separated??? It will be very unfair to her. I will not enjoy it very much as well.. I will still go if she is a fan like me.. But, I can't be selfish~~~ (Even though I really wanna go and be selfish.. But I just can't) *cry*

Now.. waaaaaa.... I'm so sad~~~

GD please come to Malaysia!!!

P/s: Hong Kong, Thailand and Indonesia was already added... now now... Add Malaysia as well... I will definitely go!

The end my rumblings.... Because I am so sad~~~~

This is the story of My k-pop journey in Korea.... *cry again*

Video Chapter1: Office Tour...

Hola!

This is my video number1.. with ZERO edit! HAHAHA.. Nampak sangat malas kan.. The truth is, my life here is kind of bbbzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

Because like Korean food, the main dish always come with various of delicious side dishes... hehe

1. Training a.k.a working <--- This is the main course (seriously! ^^)
2. Korean Drama - Side dish no.1
3. Exercise - Side dish no.2
4. Cooking - Side dish no.3
5. I found a new interest - BIG BANG!!! Huhuhu ~ The time is just right.. after GAKSITAL!!! - Side dish no.4
6. FT Island just come out with new song!!! Don't you guys know??? Huaawaaahahaha... - Side dish no.5

Ok.. This is my Video ~~~

The story behind this video...
Actually, this is a second take..
The first time I took this video, I forgot to press the play button... huhuhu.. WTH? Jadi disebabkan second take, all the spontaneous act is no more spontaneous... Hence the reason I can't stop laughing! Rugi sangat since the first time is always the best! And on this take, it felt kind of rush... somehow..

What is missing?
In the "First take" Farhana did asked me.. "Kena cakap omputih ke?" Well... since I'm so American (wek wek konon) so.. kita cakap omputih la ek.. haha..
We also missed my direct supervisor in this second take but we got Miss Choi instead.. And my boss this time is more relax.. the first time, muka dia surprise gila! Isk isk isk.. 
I also forgot to introduce the guys... maybe because I was too ashame with myself - I forgot everything... Isk..
WHY DIDN'T I PRESS THAT FREAKING PLAY BUTTON????? ARGHHHH....

Anyway.... as much as I regret my stupidity, this video is also okay ~~~~ ^^

Taaaa ~~~

p/s: you see my table right? It was so messy... That was a clear prove of how hardworking and busy I am.. huhu... :P

LOST! GONE! VANISHED!!!

Everything is gone?

O-to-ke????

Last 2 days, I spent a lot of time editing pictures from Russia. I remember, total of 30 pictures out of 100? 200? (not sure) was chosen for my dearest album in fb... Last Tuesday, I left my thumb drive at office and let the chosen pictures uploaded to fb album, but coming back to office the next day, I found that it was failed. I take no heed on such things because.. how many time you failed to upload pics in fb??? countless.. So nothing is unusual.

But today.. today.. when I checked the thumb drive.. that particular one folder is gone! vanished! All the original pictures together with the edited version of pictures gone! How could this happen??? Huhuhu!!! O-to-ke???????????????????

My picture... my precious time...

Speechless!

I hate

Being an engineer in a research institute...

Being a researcher in a maintenance unit

Can people make up their mind already? Stop making me run both way!

When we wanna do a project with engineering application, you said there is no scientific content.

When we wanna do a research with scientific content, you said not enough skills in the scientific field.

When we do service work, you said we should produce a scientific paper.

When we concentrating on making a scientific paper, you said you should do maintenance service as well since it's your expertise.

Stupid!

Today is a bad day!

Stupid!

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ding dong

Oh my.. Such a long time.. I'm gonna try to write here again. Been so busy with works and life. My life is kinda.... Not the same. Maybe I'm getting old. I have so many things in my mind.. Made so many mistakes along the way...

Ok.. Let me try write it down some of it... Again, note to myself. Keep writing!

Let me remember....

1. I started 2012 by getting sick. I had a cold starting 1st january and it last for about 2 weeks.. Then I had cough for almost a month. My body seems weak in 2012.. I got food poisoning 2 times already since new year. Had a fever once.. And feeling tired (lazy :-P) almost all the time..

2. I'm getting more drowned in Korean wave as of lately... I watched a lot of Korean drama and movie, went to the concert.. Being crazy of FT Island, Super Junior and Big Bang... But it's not all bad, this also trigger me to take a Korean Language class... I had taking this class for three months already (12 sessions) and I'm getting a bit better in Korean language.. Haha. But don't be impressed yet.. Out of 10 people in my class, I will put myself at no. 8 or 9... I'm one of the worst student.. But yet.. I was truly enjoying myself... Now I understand how it feel to be in the bottom... The whole my life, as a student.. I was rarely to almost never been outside of top 5% (sorry for bragging, I dare to say that it's at least 80% true :-P).. The main reason is maybe because I never did or embraced something that I'm not confident with... But taking this class and being in the bottom 5%.. It makes me feel................ Cute! Hahaha....

3. My best buddy... One of the famous (self proclaim) mizzou best buddy had coming back to Malaysia.. I was so excited waiting for GG at the airport and having our first lunch together in Malaysia.. I was truly happy. Unfortunately she is not all mine... I only got half a day with her but then opportunity came when GG had a business trip to Singapore... Now I can spent more time with her... But the truth of the truth... I don't think we really spent many time catching up.. And I'm actually regret it for not really just sitting down and forget that we were in Singapore... And being a bad friend as I am.. Again, I forgot to wish GG, her birthday on 20th Feb.. I did remember but then... I dont have any excuse... Nothing I said can change the past..Even though you said it's ok.. But here.. Again, I wanna said... I'm really really sorry for forgeting... And I can only apologise...

4. Also, starting 2012... There was a major changed in my work task in office as well... The 1st month is hell for me. I h.a.t.e it so much... I was trying my best but people keep complaining... I can feel the silent rejection... I was so tired battling with myself, with situation... I was angry. But... As the time passes, I'm getting used to it. I finally face and accept it. This is my challenge. I need to do what is trusted to me. No matter what... What I need is patient and a lot of it. Now, I must think for others as well... Being a good person and keep trying my best. I believe, my staff will feel the same. After all we are all only human.

5. I'm buying a new car. With so much things happening... As my depression getting deeper, I need to cheer up! One day I woke up and feeling that I need a new car. The decision is fast and simple... After back and forth thinking on which car I want to buy... The decision came to me just overnight. It is time to say good bye to my old car. However.... Tragedy in Bangkok did actually affected me.. My new car will only available on April... The funny things is, even though I realized this.. My absentminded me putting an advertisement of my current car a bit too early... To be exact.. On mid Feb... Who can expect, around 7 people actually called and asked for my car... I took off the advertisement after a week, I was panicking. I need my car till April. What the heck did I do? I was so surprise by the numbers of people who interested... Maybe I sell it too cheap? Or maybe my car is in high demand? Anyway, I cant sell it before April... So, I will let the fate decide. Let see if people still interested when the time come.

6. Last but not least... The reason I'm writing again in this blog is.... I just bought a new samsung galaxy tab 7.7!!!! Yay... I'm crazy~~~ First of all... I got my htc desire hd just some times ago.. But but but.. I can't write blog on my htc.. It's so small.... It is not convinient... Anyway it is a great phone.. And galaxy tab is not a phone (for me)... I need tab for: 1. Reading manga 2. Writing blog (actively?) 3. Play games 4. Do reports/documentation while watching tv or on the bed 5. Write notes while in the meeting, workshop, talk 6. Surfing internet better 7. Plan my daily agenda 8. So so much more... Conclusion: I REALLY REALLY WANT IT SOOOO MUCH!!!!! And here I am... Having it and liking the fact that I have it. Also... I got a very interesting and valuable story when I bought this new toy. (ops, I mean gadjet).. But I'm so tired and sleepy to continue writing now. But it also a story that I want to forget.

Until next time... When I have so many things in my mind that I need to let it out.. I'll write again. To my friends who read my blog.. Thank you... Even if it only me reading this.. I'm also satisfied. After all... I'm the biggest fan of my own blog... Hahaha...

Tata...

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What the hell?

This is a story of one insignificant guy...

I happen to know this guy through online chatting.. It started on World Cup 2006... I was so happy to have a friend who I can discuss about football(soccer) a lot and not getting bored with my never ending story of how great FC Barcelona is... Seriously, I realized my limit with my real friends.. they seriously will abandon me if I talked nothing but only Barca Barca and Barca with them :P  So, this guy was my savior... By time, we were getting more familiar with each other.. we started talking about something else as well.. In a way we became closer.. We talked on the phone almost everyday... We exchanged picture, telling each other about things that happen in our daily life, shared a current technology (we have the same interest on gadget as well)... He became a good online buddy to me... 

The friendship continue like that for two years... I was glad that I knew him. and I'm seriously still talking about Barca non-stop with him.. And he always listened and respected me.. From time to time.. I pop a question about his status.. because as for me, I'm worried.. Is it okay for me to talk with him for so long at night.. Will it be okay? You know.. I'm curious... I know for sure there was no romantic feeling between us because he never flirt with me.. So, when he was missing for a week.. I asked if he is getting married.. For unknown reason he denied it.. And as for me, what I care right? But I'm getting suspicious.. So I asked many times after that.. he still denied it.. So,ok.. maybe I think too much...

Then.. one day.. I got a rubbish message from him... It was so weird.. Why he sent incomprehensible message to me? So out of his character... So, then I called him... Can you believe who answer my call? A woman.. At first I thought she was his girlfriend.. the overly jealous girlfriend.. but then she told me.. She is the WIFE! I'm so surprise that I can't process the conversation... And what worse.. She was angry with me.. She warning me to never call her husband again! I'm really speechless at that time.. I feel the need to explain to her that we were just friend and I never know about her.... Then we (me and the wife) had a few conversation with me trying to comfort her telling that she got all this wrong and she should asked her husband herself of the reason that I never knew her existent.

As a person, I don't want to jump to any conclusion... I can't call this friend anymore (the line is cut) but I knew his email address coz we were also communicate by email b4. I asked him why he lied to me. I told him that I knew he didn't had any bad intention.. we never talked about love or anything related to it.. But I need an explanation... I was expected him to at least say sorry to me.. For lying to me and for his wife action.. I want him to at least apologize! He after all..was a good friend...

But I never heard anything from him. He never reply the email. Never contact me. I was sad but it's okay as well.. My conclusion... he just someone that cross my path in this life.. I found a great forum already to talk about Barca ;-) and I have many other friends... But one day (after a year) I realized, he subscribed to my youtube account.. apparently we can search friends through email address..  what the heck? Is he stalking me now? I'm so angry at that time.. I closed my youtube account.. Then a few months later... He request me as his friends in facebook... Then, I asked/consulted my friends about this.. then I decide, whatever.. he was my friend maybe he want to apologize and furthermore he didn't matter much... I have 300++ friends in fb anyway... 

Maybe I shouldn't have any expectation after all.. He never apologized.. He just asked if I'm still angry and when I said maybe he didn't say anything.. And then he started give comments on some of my pictures in fb.. I deleted most of it as i found it was not a good comment... I was cold to him... most of the time I just ignore him.. well, he never apologize and things just can't go back like it used to be.. Then one day he wrote in my wall.. He told me that it is okay to be a friend with a married guy.. I was like? What the heck? Are you crazy? Did you think I don't want to be his friend because he is married? OMG! This shallow minded guy.. totally not worth it.. So I just ignore him.. whatever.. not important..

And now.. the reason i wrote this long entry... After almost a year never heard about him (wait.. maybe he did wish Happy Eid few months back - I can't remember..) Anyway, today he did something stupid again and I'm really pissed off.. He tagged me to this unknown picture.. I was wondering and curious.. who is this lovely girl? his wife? Who is this? Then I read the comments below the picture... There is no him in the comments as well.. Why he tagged me? Is this my long lost sister that I don't know but he happen to know? Then I realize.. The girl is talking with her friend in a friendly manner and the other friend jokingly warned her that he gonna report to her husband that she flirt with others and she reply that she don't care (jokingly)... I was like.. Is this the reason he tagged me? To tell me that it is okay to be friendly with a married guy???

I have enough of this stupid guy! I don't care if he was married or not to begin with.. I just hate liars! Now - unfriend is the best action... I pitied him.. he should get over with this long time ago.. Some people just have too much free time... please be happy with your own life... and stop bothering me!

^_^ end. I'm gonna go back home and watch "City Hunter" staring Lee Min Ho = 이민호

안녕... 

No title...

What happen lately in my life...

Actually nothing much.. Just the same me.. as usual... nothing excited or worth much... I just feel like I'm going and doing everything with the flow.. monotonous and well maybe I can say - boring.

I feel like I'm changing a bit inside. I'm no longer optimistic in a lot of things. I gave up pretty easy. Maybe  feel it is too tired to fight things that was out of your control. Accepting is easier. I also have the urge that I need to settle everything. Like - deal with my LHDN issue,  pay all my outstanding bills, fix the fans, lamps and etc that need to be fixed, organized my hard disk, etc.. I just have the feeling that I want everything settle.

So, my life kind of busy dealing with everything.. I also bought a new notebook for my sister who currently study in USM... And we decide to buy her a Toshiba Satellite L745... I think I like this notebook, it fast and new.... 

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Isk.. I got interrupted by my sister.. her notebook suddenly crash.. after installing kaspersky antivirus...  After dealing with it my mood to write was gone.. so i will stop here.. Thank god that her computer already okay.. Moral of the story.. ALWAYS BACK-UP YOUR FILES! esp when you are doing your PhD/MSc/Work.. because if you lose the pictures collection you will only be sad but if you lost your thesis write-up/journal collection/documents... being sad will do you no good.. It's your hard work that must be repeated (if you can).. arghh.. can't imagine! Now I'm mentally exhausted..

until next time.

Me and K-Pop!!! - KMW Malaysia 2011

Since when?

Since K-Drama? I don't think so... I think it start when I like FT Island.. Like football (soccer), I don't like football before I know Messi and Barca.. So.. right now, I'm sooo into k-pop (Korean Songs).. I love love love FT Island so much! I've been following them via twitter, tumblr and facebook.. So, when they said they are coming to Malaysia for Korean Music Wave 2011... I'm so happy and disappointed at the same time.. Yes.. I'm happy that FT Island finally came back to Malaysia after 2008 incident (please google if you are curious) but I was disappointed because it was not only them.. there were others as well... Means that they not gonna sing many songs.. Urghhhhh.. I WANT THEIR OWN CONCERT!!!! so greedy.. hehehe..

Whatever la kan.. I went to the k-wave concert anyway... :-))

The tix! For your information.. That was the cheapest price.. Still so expensive.. I can't believe it.. The most expensive price was RM588 follow by RM438, RM288 and RM138.. Wow.. Westlife is having their concert here soon and the price is not this expensive.. But when I think about it.. maybe because this concert involve many groups.. So, the cost increase..

This is our entrance gate.. People queue since 5 maybe? We arrived around 6++.. And I'm gonna say that I'm so impress.. People actually queue and respect each other.. Malaysian people so nice! ;-)

All of us got two of the "I love Coway" balloon.. I don't know what Coway is..  The sits are still half full..  

Selca with catz

Now the concert begin... and it start with... FT Island!!! Live from my camera.. (youtube below) FT Island start with "Hello Hello"

Actually we were not allowed to bring camera inside.. But somehow I managed to smuggle it in.. Hehehe (And I'm not the only one) I also managed to record all of their performances.. They sang 5 songs.. in order: 1. Hello Hello 2. Love Love Love 3. Bad Woman 4. Bing Bing Bing 5. I Hope. All of these are their famous and well known songs.. So I can sing along with them.. HAHAHA.. :PPP (konon la kan..) Suara yang nyanyi dalam video tu is me la.. Yang jerit2 histeria tu org sekeliling I.. Anak sapa la diorang ni.. isk isk isk..

FT Island's picture taken by some other fan on KMWM 2011.. I'm too busy taking video.. So, I can't take picture.. Hongki said they want to have their own concert in Malaysia soon.. (YES!!!) ***I wish it comes true***

5 songs are not enough.. HUHUHU.. I want more I want more.. huhuhu.. My heart still with FT Island but then it was Teen Top group turn.. Seriously.. I don't know any songs from them and I still think about FTI performance.. Well, generally I know Teen Top, they are a new group tho.. Anyway they don't gave any impression to me and my friend.. I yawned several times and I really wish them to end soon.. they also sang 5 songs... To be fair people around me seem to enjoy it (they even sang together :P) Maybe I'm too old for them.. bleh.. hehe..

Next was 4minute - the only girl group for the night. And clap clap to them.. I really enjoyed their performance.. Wow look at their legs.. I even search for their songs and downloaded it.. bravo 4minute! And they also said wanna have their own concert in Malaysia.. *sweet talk* :P and I won't go.. hahaha

Then.. U-KISS.. YES!!! Well, I'm not their 'fan' but I do like them and most of their song.. And they are also very good looking lads.. hehe.. Seriously, their performance also tip top and by far better if compared to TeenTop... By the way, they are not as new as TeenTop.. and their song is more catchy and upbeat  (but I still can't sing together with them).

After 5 songs, follow by a solo singer Park Jung Ming - Literally speaking, I don't know this guy. And his performance is so so.. But so many people like him.. And I just knew (just now) that he is from SS501 group (I know this group).. So, I see.. Now I know why he is so famous.. Ok la.. And he is cute and it was funny when he took out a note to read it to us and found out that he took the wrong note.. So, he kind of making a cute mistake and shy shy cat at the stage la.. By the way.. finally he found the note and the note basically said he wish to perform the best for us in MALAY.. Hahaha.. Thumbs up to him!

Next is another solo performance by Seungri.. Oh my.. who is he again??? I'm so bad.. I only knew FT Island inside out.. :PPP Anyway people around me told me that he is from Big Bang.. Hmm.. I know Big Bang and I know they are good.. And his performance also very good.. I like it! People are going crazy now.. I see that most people here really really like Big Bang.. How can they knew how to sing all of these Korean songs??? If they study like this... Malaysia must be very excellent now.. Walla...

Then.. the highlight of the night and also the final show.. GD & TOP (also from big bang) People are going crazy esp the girl in front of me... (i felt annoyed a bit but not so much la.. still, anak sapa la ni?) Wow.. Even me now feel that the song was soo catchy.. They sang hip hop.. And people are jumping and screaming.. Are they that famous? Or people just so excited coz this is the ending? I'm not sure but they were good.. I like their performance also.. But I still missing FT Island :P

Final song - GD & TOP - High High (MV)


my cam of 'High High' (only part of it) - I took it just because the crowd were so excited..

People are screaming "encore encore" but nobody came out.. Finally MC came out and said it really the end.. Let it go people.. It's not fair to have any encore since there were so many groups.. 

Oh you know what.. I was so lucky to be able to record all FT Island performances because when Teen Top start the performance, the RELA were all over warning people not to take video.. Where were they when FTI performed??? Answer: "Busy enjoying the performance as well.." HAHAHA.. I feel sad that they sang first.. it was so anti-climax but that cannot be helped since they were so busy... Their schedule were so pack.. Their flight back to Korea was at 11pm that night, so they immediately went to the airport after their performance... Hongki (lead singer of FTI) himself just arrived at 4.30pm that day from San Francisco coz he had another program there.. So basically: he landed.. went to PC, sangs several songs and went back.. total: 6.5 hours in Malaysia.. Walla.. I'm impressed..

p/s: this is not beta .. no edit (yet), no re-read.. just write and post.. :)))

the end.

What a night.

Small things...

I really have a bad memory...

I do remember the 'big' or 'major' thing but often forget the small things..


How to improve this???

And I always heard people said.. "The small things that you do.. matter the most!"

:'(   T_T

Love Love Love...

Again.. this is the title of the song.. This is the song:

Actually this is the song from my favorite Korean group - FT Island ;-) "Saranghae FT Island!!!!" And this is the song that made me fall in love with them in the first place.. and then, I love many many more of their songs... Hehehe.. You'll know that this song is great just by listening to it.. ;-) Oh you know.. Hongki oppa, Jonghun oppa, Jaejin oppa, Minhwan oppa and Senghyun oppa will come to Malaysia next two weeks.. Waaaaa!!! Who wanna go to k-wave concert with me???? Rise your hand please!!! *no hope so far... Am I to old for this??? HUHUHU.. * :PPP

Now time for a real blogging.. (as if :PPP)

I went to two open house today.. Great great.. really great food and great people.. But sorry guys I'm not taking any picture :P (lazy) It was the usual.. food food and more food.. Waaaaaa!!! Seriously.. I should seriously thinking on diet program.. I'm gaining so much.. even I don't believe it myself *cry again* I can't let this happen!!! Unfortunately, tomorrow we have the Eid celebration at my workplace (Ok I'm sorry.. It is not unfortunate.. This is good actually, there is no such this as unfortunate celebration! :PPP) BUT this also means more fooooooood!!!! Arghhhhhh!!! Hence, my diet program definitely need to start next week.. why??? Because.. after tomorrow, my event will take place for 3 days.. and that also means free fooooooooooooooooooooooood!!!! Arghhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I'm sorry mums.. your daughter just can't resist the temptation of free foods.. I humbly apologize for my lacking of will power! Huhuhuhu....

ok.. the end of my k-pop and food addiction ramblings! :P 

I love you and I love you...

This is the title of this song:

This song is so catchy but even so.. when I listen to it I feel so sad... Then I search again for english subtitle... It is true.. This is a sad song.. And I love it! It keeps playing in my mind.. So I decide to put in here..

I love you and I love you...

And again.. please excuse my long absent... with Eid and long holiday.. I am very busy with the upcoming event where I'm one of the secretariat..  

So.. enjoy! and I will be back! ;-)

p/s: I'm feeling like crying now... maybe because until now (12.27 am) I'm still doing the paperwork of the event.. huhuhu... and this song just trigger my mood~~~

p/s/s: This is Korean song - first single by Oh Won Bin feat Miryo

My imagination gone wild...

What if I become this 'bad woman'?

keep your mind straight... will the heart follow?

:-P

Opps!

Ops! I did it again!

I abandon my blog.. huhuhu...

Actually I'm a bit busy lately... Remember I talked about that I need a vacation? And I'm a person that true to my words.. I've just been on two vacations  (Don't ask how broke I am right now! :-P). First I went to Teluk Cempedak beach at Kuantan.. Actually I went there for work but I make it a vacation by staying at fancy hotel way beyond my allocation (by my own) and of course having a very good time.. Then I went to Pangkor Island for another vacation.. I will talk about both of this fantastic vacation on another entry.. hehehe

The reason I'm writing now is to say...

HOLA YURI!

She just told me that she found my blog and reading it! I'm not listing my blog on my fb because i treat this blog a bit personal.. and who found it.. found it.. It's fate.. (Anyway Yuri.. since you are my best friend.. I supposed I already gave you my blog address.. you just forgot!!! :-PPPP ) Anyway.. you are always welcome to read my blog.. ;-)

Right now, I'm at office just back from a meeting... I became a secretary of one event in my work place and got so many task to do! I HATE IT! Why did I have to be a secretary???? Clearly this job is not me! HUHUHUHU... I'll whining more later coz I really need to go home now.. The reason I'm staying back and writing this blog now is coz right now I'm waiting for my file to be downloaded...  I fancy this Korean group called: F.T Island and since yesterday I began to download all of their songs.. hehehe.. Here they are!

Super cute??? I like them so so much! ;-)

And tonight I'm gonna watch:-

So.. got to go now!

;-)

Irritated entry!

Jiwa kacau... that's is a good description...

Point 1 :  work - I already mention to them many many times to flag out the process of payment since I already paid the fee. BUT, suddenly I got a called saying that the payment was already processed. Now we need to deal with double payment! How can people made this blunder when I already reminded them so many time. Really pissed me off!

Point 2 : that guy - how can I make he understand? I don't like changes and I don't feel good about it. Did he didn't get my message? Need I say it clearly? Like one plus one is equal to two? Why I need to think about this? Why can't everything be smoothed and easy? Why it must be so complicated?

Point 3 : food - it is not like I'm always hungry! But I just tempted to eat. I don't want to eat as much as I eat.Now I'm irritated with myself. Why can't I control myself? I don't think I need to eat all the time. I just feel like I want to eat it. No solid reason.. So all the fault it back to myself. Can't imagine I angry to myself.. Should I be more rational.

Point 4 : vacation - I know I need it so much. I wanna go to the beach or into the woods.. whatever, just not here. Purp now is having fun in the wood. Abby my housemate is having fun shopping in Jakarta and I have a problem with double fee! Urghhh.. Am I exagerating? But the fee is almost 2k you know!!! Give me back the 2k.. I deserved a nice relaxing vacation!

Point 5 : work task - okay, I know I should not irritated with my task because this is my responsibility. But since I'm thinking about nice and relaxing vacation, I became irritated with my task as well. The programming looks like a spaghetti to me. Well, if you do Labview. you know what I mean. Can't they just.. tadaaa! Done! Why I need to think in loop and case? Why not everything happen automatic without me making it automatic? Prfff.. now I'm really going crazy!

Point 6 : money - since I'm actually short of 2k of my salary this month.. thanks to the double payment! I also suddenly get an offer letter from bank rakyat for the investment. They offered me 1k of investment and I remembered applying it like more than 5 years ago. So, I have to accept it! since it was super duper difficult to be offered.. Then when I went to counter, they told me that I can put in 1.5k instead.. and it was a one off deal. I'm happy and sad at the same time coz I'm broke this month! But I can't reject the offer! So, who gonna pay my vacation now???

Point 7 : tv program - All tv program looks repetitive to me... criminal mind, ncis, csi... I end up watching all the fairy tale super cute korean drama. Maybe I should consider myself migrate to Korean since I love their drama so much. So what is nora elena? why can't I make myself watching malay drama that so many people talk about? So, I may should really considering changing my nationality now.. don't I?

Point 8 : manga - I keep looking and looking for a new manga to read. It irritated me went almost all the good one already been read by me. I need something so good that it hook me. Then when I get hooked, suddenly I wish I didn't found it since I can't do anything else but reading it until it's done. So, I want it and don't want it at the same time... Just kill me!

End of rambling.. Now when I think about it.. I'm actually irritated with myself! And this entry is so irritated as well.. Really, I need a day off and play dead to the world!

1st week of June 11

This is the first week of June 2011... My life starting to feel monotone.. So, I need to do something! So, what did I do? All the monotone things..

1. Watching movie
2. Shopping
3. Eating more and more

huhuhu...

Just watched X-Men: First Class.. Best aa jugak citer ni.. Even though at the beginning I felt like "urghh why this movie feels so complicated?" It goes all around the world from Poland to UK to Argentina.. finally to America and Russia and maybe some more.. Kira global la citer ni.. hehe.. Anyway, it's a good story, worth of your time and money. Pegi la tgk ok, I give this movie 4 stars la.

Shopping cam biasa la... Just bought a new pant and top. Tempted to buy many other things but as a good human being.. pembaziran adalah amat tidak digalakkan.. :P. And I don't wanna talk about food! I'll be depressed! 

Oh.. As I said before, I would like to talk about my trip all around the world.. Hmm, should I bundle it in this entry or should I make a new one.... think.. think.. think...

ok la.. next entry la.. ;-)

Resolution June 2011!

First of all.. I just have a little chit chat with Purp... We talk about how people always write in their blog enormously, part by part.. sometime up to 5 or 6 part! /o\, put lots and lots of picture.. every time they went oversea.. hikss.. I have no problem with that.. my principal is.. you can do whatever you want in your blog.. because.. it's your blog! hehe..

So my resolution for June 2011 is.. to massively write on my trip to overseas as well! HAHAHA.. You can excuse with a "bleh" statement on "massively" coz.. you know and I know that I'm not capable to massively write about anything.. not even about how great Barca is.. was and will be.. Hehe :P.. By the way world, We just won the Champion League 2011!!!

my bro and me! Kitorang g tgk kat Putrajaya ngan PM tau! Haha! The best night eva' for us! my bro minat Barca gak for Spanish team.. but he is a die-hard Liverpool fan!
p/s: sampai tudung2 aku warna Barca! kalau boleh nak cat muka sekali.. boleh? HAHAHA!

Ok, back to topic.. First of all.. I will write in sequence start with Germany since it was my first trip oversea.. Hehehe.. will follow with paris, vietnam, bangkok, usa, spain and england.. hehehe.. besarnya cita2.. mampukah aku menulis about my experience to all that places? Huhuhu.. kalau pk kan skrg cam tak mampu jer sebab skrg I'm so busy with my work kat opis.. balik umah lak ada byk cite korea nak tgk.. manga lagi nak baca.. pastu game barca lagi.. pas tu ada novel lagi yg beratur tunggu aku baca.. fyi, aku baru je beli lagi 2 novel.. Huhuhu.. kesimpulannya.. mmg bz la! HAHAHA.... 

K lah... sekian resolution June 2011.. 

Busy Bee...

As most of people around the world know, Japan is in a complicated situation. Not only they have a major earth-quake and tsunami... Their nuclear reactor power plant in Fukushima is in 'bad' situation. And being a worker in a nuclear agency, this situation makes us.... busy.

Okay, don't get me wrong... We are save! The situation is under control. There is no need to panic. 

However, we (nuclear agency) have to always monitor and update the current situation. And this week I will be busy with the project that need me to run the monitoring setup for people coming from Japan. Just as a precaution measure. Anyway, I'm just doing a small part of it. Just making sure everything is run and ready :-P (You can believe in me, people!) Hehe...

I have lots and lots of things to update like my trip to Bandung, my food review on restaurant around Bangi , my short school of Particle Physic, Movies I watched and also some new friends that I met. But all these have to wait... My "busy-ness and lazy-ness" in on the way! 

Here is some peek preview of my trip to Bandung:

Just arrived! - Bandara Bandung, Indonesia

Me at Takuban Parahu - depan kawah gunung berapi

Ok guys.. That's all for now!

:-)

A Major Step Up!

Dolu2... Bila aku tengok orang pakai cermin mata, I wish I can wear it as well. Sebabnya for me, those yang pakai cermin mata look so cool and intelligent. So I was like.. I wanna wear it too! I'm thinking about wearing glasses without 'power' on it. Just to show off... Then, I got a tip! People said... To wear glasses, you have to always read books at night. 

Life style asrama penuh make things easier on me.malam2 jer bila warden dah tutup lampu, baru semangat baca buku aku timbul (Inilah rahsia kejayaan aku.. hehe)... The first time aku realize aku kena pakai cermin mata.. power mata aku ialah 125 on both side... Then by time, it gradually increase to 175, 225, 250, 275 and finally 300. I always have the same index for both of my eyes.. So, aku tak tau la apsal some people mata sebelah kiri lain, sebelah kanan lain... I guess I'm a fair person :PPP I always used my eyes equally.. Haha... There was one time, my eyes index increase to 350.. But it going down back to 300 after half a year. And for more than 7 years, my eyes maintain at 300 power. (How can I proud of this???? :PPP)

But you know guys... Recently, I started wearing contact lenses... Then I realize one thing.. On my third pairs of contact lenses (mean 3 months - 1 pair = 1 month) I'm having a headache every time I'm wearing the contact lenses. I began to suspect that something might be wrong. I'm almost sure that my eyes' power is going down. Because that happen before.. maybe i'm back to 275. Yes!

So, last week.. before buying a new pair of contact lenses... I did the eyes check...

I went to England Optical and tell them my problems when wearing a contact. You know what, The machine said that my eyes index was 4.25 (425)... WUT???? Are they crazy??? Increase by 1.25??? It totally doesn't make any sense at all! And that lady who did the eyes check seems "lazy". I don't think she did a good job. (I'm not kidding! seriously). And she told me, the machine usually not accurate. What the heck? So, I went to the shop that I usually bought my glasses. This time, the test seems more reliable. And the result is... 3.75!!! Still, I feel like.. WUT???? But this time, the guy told me that the machine is accurate. Huhuhu...

Now that I'm conscious of this... I began to realize during the seminar that I attended... I can't read properly without forcing my eyes muscle when the words were small. This is not something that I like. Not at all. I don't want to have more than 3.00 index. I'm on panic attack! How can I reduce it back to 300???

Help!

And I take it back! I don't think wearing glasses is cool anymore!

My new gadget...

I've been thinking of buying a new cell phone for some times...  Several phones come into my mind... For some reasons... My heart goes to.....

 

HTC Desire HD

Why not iPhone? This question comes into my mind only after I bought this phone... Somehow I just compared BB Torch and HTC Desire HD... iPhone? Never cross my mind.. Seriously. Am I regretting my decision? The answer is NO. It just that I have some issues with my internet connection right now.. When I'm using wi-fi connection at home.. I have no problem at all.. Everything works just fine... But somehow, I can't get internet connection via wireless connection at office or when I'm using my maxis broadband sim card. The weird thing is.. I am connected.. I can chat using ebuddy (it seems that this is the only application that works when I was connected to the wireless at office) Super weird.. That's why I'm wondering.. What happen if I use  iPhone? Will I encounter the same problem? Serious, no regret.. just wondering...

Apart from that problem.. Everything is great! I Love how it looks. I love how it feels. 

Right now, I'm kind of stuck. The only solution I have in mind is, ask the company where I bought this phone  to settle it for me since I have a lifetime warranty for software service.. (isn't it a good deal?)... Been wondering how much this phone cost me? It cost me RM2299 (Expensive ha?) Even my plasma TV cost me less than this.. Anyway, the cheapest that I can get (while surveying at plaza Low Yat) was RM2150... But I chose this one because they offered me a better after-sales service (Lifetime software service warranty) and my memory card upgraded to 16GB (all others only offered 8GB) and a free car charger. These three extra things that made me willing to pay an extra ~RM150. Not a bad deal right? a double size memory card and a car charger by itself surely will cost me more than ~RM150.  After sales service just makes me feel secured. Other packages such as 2 year hardware warranty and free software download basically the same for all. So, for those who wanna buy a new phone, you guys can take this into consideration. By the way, you can get an AP set for  ~RM1800. Just telling for those who are curious. 

Sleepy weekend....

Friday night... Saturday, Sunday, today..... Raining.... non-stop...

So, Malaysia now feel like Fall season... Cuma daun2 tak bertukar color dan berguguran... me like it! 

But it also made me sleepy! And I slept for the whole day on Saturday... I repeat! The WHOLE day!!! it felt so good to just relax and do nothing! I love doing nothing! The moment I woke up, I watched : 

American Idol, So you think you can dance, Live to dance, American next top model, True beauty, Junior Master Chef, Master Chef, Criminal minds, NCIS, CSI, etc etc etc non-academic related things... I wonder, why I chose S&T field at the first place? If only I'm talented... I wanna be a singer like Adam Lambert! Or... I a dancer but nah.. dancing took too much energy.. cancel! Oh, I wanna be a VJ! like Ryan Seacrest.. Yes yes.. That sound cool! Or, a band member... where my life is always in unexpected adventure... waiting for a call or going on tour with a famous artist! I wanna play violin! like Lucia Micarelli! Having one or two solo performance while touring with Josh Groban! Yes.. I want that! Or better, I wake up and realized that I'm actually Paris Hilton! 'Kaching!' My wardrobe is full! LV? Gucci? Jimmy Choo? My own line? Name it! It was all there! 

That's why.. Sleeping too long do no good to your brain... Sleepy head! It was difficult to separate reality and fantasy! :P

Then the moment I woke up on Sunday, the first thing came to my mind was... Hungry!!! And also I had a bad headache! (for sleeping too long.. huhu)... I asked my pren to have lunch at Wong Solo (tetiba jer teringin makan ayam penyet) then we booked "The Green Hornet".. At first I wanna watch  the 2-D version but  it was not available anywhere in KL.. All cinemas only have a 3-D version.. Ok la.. So, this is my first time watched a 3-D movie! So out-of-date kan... Actually the no. 1 reason I always choose 2-D version is because I have this thing called "motion sickness" So, I pretty much afraid if my brain cannot handle 3-D movie... Hence, I cannot enjoy 3-D movie as much! Well ~ ~ ~ I always have my motion sickness pills every time I travel.. And you know, I never ride roller-coaster! The after-effect will be disastrous! The 2nd reason is 3-D movie has no subtitle! Hehehe... I love subtitle! No matter English or Malay subtitle.. I just don't want to listen carefully! It feel more relax with a subtitle...

But, since the 2-D version of this movie is not available, me going into the adventure of 3-D movie! for the first time..  jeng jeng jeng....

This movie was... so so good! 4.5 stars! Most recommended! It was hilarious! cool! and sometime unexpected! And the best part was... My brain do just fine! Maybe I was over cautious... In fact, i think i like 3-D movie. The picture quality was so good... like watching movie in HD. The down part is 3-D cost you more.. RM17 per person... But it was totally worth it! Hehe.. Anyway, I don't think you will lose anything if watching this movie in 2-D... It may be as good as 3-D.. Maybe la...

I end my ramblings now... Ta ta! ;-)