I Wanna Go Home...

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right

WHY?

Hari ni quiz..

A simple quiz..

Only maths and so on..

The prof said we must know Giga ada berapa kosong..

I did check it out and memorize it..

Giga = 1 x 10^9

Tapi..

Bila time quiz..

Aku kena nervous attack or WHAT?

Aku buat Giga = 1 x 10^6

Rasa sangat bodoh..

Adakah aku tak fokus???

I did..

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

:((((((

BUMPED!!!

I seriously feel very very bad today...

Why?
Because nowadays I walking day dream..
Because I take almost everything for granted..
Because I can't make my head strait..
Because I lost my focus..

I keep trying to get my focus back.. but all I manage is a 50% of last semester.. I mean it! It seriously 50% or below...

Last semester I drive at a full speed from the beginning.. I took everything seriously.. I care every detail.. By saying that, my level of determination and excitation is up-sky level.. My target is not only getting good result but being amongst the best.. Which I proudly admit.... I did.

Where is all the energy? Where is all the determination? And where is the excitation? It just fading... almost gone...

The different?

Last Semester vs This Semester

Always ready before the class (pre-reading / pre-study) vs Totally blank and blur
Very focus in class vs Day dream and check clock all the time
Take everything seriously.. EVERYTHING! vs Almost don't care
Study at early stage vs NONE AT ALL.. I can say because now is early stage

Conclusion:
Winter Break - Really "BREAK" me and unleash the real me

Saying all this.. today, I have a class exercise which designed to determine the understand level of each student.. Believe me if I said.. If this is last semester... I will at least get 80% of it.. But, today I went without preparation at all.. And I'm totally blur, blank and helpless.. It's really a knock in the head and it shows how bad I've been doing lately.. I really really feel bad for handing a paper with only 1.5/4 questions partially answered.. Thank god, it was not counted in grade but I can't help but feel really really really ashamed.. The lecturer knew my existent - oh, how I wish to be invisible (He even greets me on the first day).. So, based on my result today.. you can say.. From heroes to zeroes...

From today.. I promise no more slacking like this.. This is not acceptable...

This is maybe a good bumped! So, wake up Saira...

I say wake-up and wish for a good day and may will-power overcome the devil inside me...

When Electric Collide With Chemistry...

Well.. Sekarang time tido sebab esok kelas pukul 8 pagi tapi kena gi awal dari kul lapan pagi sebab nak jumpa classmate dulu compare homework which is due 8 pagi..

Ok.. Seriously.. I am Electrical Engineer with Electronic Major.. So, bila aku amik kelas Radiation Detection which is also name as Radiochemistry.. That's mean.. Chemistry equotions, mole? No avagadro? dan yang lain2 yang seumpama dengannya.. Makes me ask myself.. What the heck are you doing?

I miss the digital stuff now.. I want to program something digital please... that only involved 1 and 0.. tak mo Pu-238 --> U-234 + He + gamma... TAK MO! TAK MO!

WAAAA!!!!

I conclude:

process (clk)
begin
if clk'event and halflife ='1' then
if U-238 = '1' then
Th-234 <= '1'; ALPHA <='1'; GAMMA <='1';
elsif Pu-238 = '1' then
U-234 <='1'; ALPHA <='1'; GAMMA <='1';
else
ALPHA <='0'; GAMMA <='0'; Th-234 <='0'; U-234 <='0';
end if;
end if;

End process;

:p