The good :-) and the bad :-( news....

The gap between these two things is just a few hours... So, right now.. I have a mix feeling.. :s

First, the good news...
Yesterday... Finally it's time for me to do the experiment at the cyclotron facility... All my calculation, laboratory experiment is being prepared for this... I'm excited and nervous (a bit) at the same time.. What I'm gonna do if it doesn't works? Then.. when the moment of truth came... YAY!!! It's working.. and it is as I predicted... My advisor suddenly said... "oh, that's mean the calculation is correct".. I'm like.. What??? (but still happy la).. Did he didn't had a confident in me??? huh... c-mon, I'm 100% sure my theory and calculation is correct.. if something going wrong.. is the machine's fault.. :P hehehe... So, I did had a good day.. A very good day indeed...

Here come the bad news... Now I think, maybe it is not good to be too happy.. coz then the bad thing will happen.. :(((

Because I'm so happy... I give myself a break... I play the whole day (play means not doing my thesis - recently always stay in lib or lab till midnight.. huhuhu) and become energetic and can't sleep.. Before sleep, as usual.. surfing the internet and read manga (reading japanese comic is my daily xtvt here).. Suddenly, my laptop go green... the vertical bright green lines appeared and then hang... I restart.. and dang! my laptop monitor color look like being put in the blender... everything mixed together... The monitor have a vertical green background.. ala the matrix.. and then it's hang again.. I cannot use high resolution.. only can be open in safe mode environment.. I immediately back-up all my important data by guessing where certain button was.. because my screen is like being put in watercolor... I did back-up everything... But I'm a bit deepressed with this situation... Right now, I gave the laptop to my friend so he will see if he can help me.. Most probably, the problem is the video card... I won't buy sony again... This is my 1st Sony laptop and I only used it for 2 years... Not enough time to give me problems... Furthermore.. It's VAIO! I bought it because I thought it worth my freaking money!!!

Right now, I'm using my friend's old laptop if I need to do something important.. But I really need my laptop.. EVERYTHING is there.. huhuhu... For time being... I will be a permanent resident of computer lab.. my friend's laptop doesn't has word 2007... and it's slow... But I'm thankful for having it...

Dugaan~~~

Ok.. let's talk about WC 2010

Sana sini orang sembang pasal world cup 2010... Aku yang tengah sibuk tulis thesis ni pun sebenarnya tak ketinggalan.. hehehe.. sebabnya aku mmg minat bola. :p (hehe) So, cam tak logik la plak tak tengok... haritu NBA finals boleh follow takkan tak follow WC plak kan.. well, for ur guys info.. NBA finals (basketball) ada 7 games woo... this year Lakers Vs Celtics... ala Kobe Bryant... kenal? tak kenal takpe.. hehe...

Anyway.. Since I "heart" Messi.. Aku mesti la support Argentina kan... and since I "heart" Barca.. Aku secara automatic support Spain.. I bet you guys.. half of Spain's international is Barca players... And since I'm here in USA.. Secara automatic juga aku support team USA.. :-D


Yay! Argentina won all games... Messi blom score lagi.. but his magic is there.. I'm waiting for him to outshine everybody ;-)... (ps: Messi (10) :p)

Spain play like Barca... seriously... actacking football? beautiful football? great players.. hehe.. (ps: barca: Xavi (8) Villa (7) Pique (3) not in picha: Iniesta (6) Puyol (5) Pedro (18) Valdes (12) and all of them except Valdes had played on the group stage ;-))

Just now I'm screaming so happy/relieve/excited when Donovan scored.. Seriously.. they deserved it! And I really wish that England lost!(I'm sorry England's fans... ) But well, they go through as well... And at the end of Donovan's interview today, he said.. "Hi Bianca!" Sooooo sweeeet ~~~{@ (ps: Donovan (10) )

Anyway, I really think that USA team is not good.. (so-so only) huhuhu.. how they won group C is a mystery.. RO16.. that is as far they can go.. imho.. :p Some of my friends here really don't like team USA.. because they are so 'proud'.. Well.. it's their country and their TV.. What do you expect right? Do you know how many replay of USA goal on espn??? hehe.. and the "UnStopppAble" quote.. LOL... but again... it's their nation.. it is so much better than a boo from your own fans (remember England vs Algeria game?) of course I'm talking about England... And how Rooney supposely better than Messi? urghhh.. cannot stand England...

Ok.. Now, I'm back to thesis writing.. ;-)

Field Of Innocence

"Field Of Innocence" - Evanescence

I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now

Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything

[Latin hymn:]
Iesu, Rex admirabilis
Et triumphator nobilis,
Dulcedo ineffabilis,
Totus desiderabilis.

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Oh, Where

Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything

I still remember.

Suddenly terasa nak attached lagu ni... I like this song.. the melody and the lyric..
Anyway, I chose this youtube file as a reminder of the anime that I'm going to watch after I'm done with my thesis... Cannot wait..

So far, my writing going on OK level.. I think I can meet the dateline... (harus tu.. oppss bukan harus tapi wajib... hehe) The experiment is in the final stage... Hopefully everything going to be OK... My life here is just the same as usual... My diet plan.. well, it has progress but I don't know if I can reach the target.. I hope I can but somehow I'm a bit frustrated now.. Seriously, sometimes I feel bored with it.. but well, let see guys...

;-)

Itenerary....

I already got the flight schedule to go back home...

Seriously.. Cant believe how fast time flies..
Tapi thesis blom habis tulis lagi OK.. huhuhu...

Anyway.. this is my flight schedule...

August 9, 2010
St. Louis, MO (1.25p.m)
Los Angeles, CA (3.20 p.m)
notes: -2 hrs time diff
flight time: ~ 4 hrs flight

August 10, 2010
Los Angeles, CA, U.S.A (12.35 a.m)
August 11, 2010
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia (12.15 p.m)
notes: +15 hrs time diff
flight time: ~ tolong kira ek.. sbb aku matematik lemah.. huhuhu..

direct flight from LAX to KLIA.. LA to Taipei (14.14 hrs) isi minyak - 1 hr.. Taipei - KLIA (4.30 hrs) Aku check tix ialah ekonomi kelas, so aku agak kureng puas hati.. tapi katanya JPA cannot do anything sebab polisi ntah apa ntah.. sangat sedih ok.. apapun tak pe la.. yang penting selamat sampai...

;-)

research~~~~~ research~~~~~~ research~~~~~~~~~~~~