Ok.. Let me try write it down some of it... Again, note to myself. Keep writing!
Let me remember....
1. I started 2012 by getting sick. I had a cold starting 1st january and it last for about 2 weeks.. Then I had cough for almost a month. My body seems weak in 2012.. I got food poisoning 2 times already since new year. Had a fever once.. And feeling tired (lazy :-P) almost all the time..
2. I'm getting more drowned in Korean wave as of lately... I watched a lot of Korean drama and movie, went to the concert.. Being crazy of FT Island, Super Junior and Big Bang... But it's not all bad, this also trigger me to take a Korean Language class... I had taking this class for three months already (12 sessions) and I'm getting a bit better in Korean language.. Haha. But don't be impressed yet.. Out of 10 people in my class, I will put myself at no. 8 or 9... I'm one of the worst student.. But yet.. I was truly enjoying myself... Now I understand how it feel to be in the bottom... The whole my life, as a student.. I was rarely to almost never been outside of top 5% (sorry for bragging, I dare to say that it's at least 80% true :-P).. The main reason is maybe because I never did or embraced something that I'm not confident with... But taking this class and being in the bottom 5%.. It makes me feel................ Cute! Hahaha....
3. My best buddy... One of the famous (self proclaim) mizzou best buddy had coming back to Malaysia.. I was so excited waiting for GG at the airport and having our first lunch together in Malaysia.. I was truly happy. Unfortunately she is not all mine... I only got half a day with her but then opportunity came when GG had a business trip to Singapore... Now I can spent more time with her... But the truth of the truth... I don't think we really spent many time catching up.. And I'm actually regret it for not really just sitting down and forget that we were in Singapore... And being a bad friend as I am.. Again, I forgot to wish GG, her birthday on 20th Feb.. I did remember but then... I dont have any excuse... Nothing I said can change the past..Even though you said it's ok.. But here.. Again, I wanna said... I'm really really sorry for forgeting... And I can only apologise...
4. Also, starting 2012... There was a major changed in my work task in office as well... The 1st month is hell for me. I h.a.t.e it so much... I was trying my best but people keep complaining... I can feel the silent rejection... I was so tired battling with myself, with situation... I was angry. But... As the time passes, I'm getting used to it. I finally face and accept it. This is my challenge. I need to do what is trusted to me. No matter what... What I need is patient and a lot of it. Now, I must think for others as well... Being a good person and keep trying my best. I believe, my staff will feel the same. After all we are all only human.
5. I'm buying a new car. With so much things happening... As my depression getting deeper, I need to cheer up! One day I woke up and feeling that I need a new car. The decision is fast and simple... After back and forth thinking on which car I want to buy... The decision came to me just overnight. It is time to say good bye to my old car. However.... Tragedy in Bangkok did actually affected me.. My new car will only available on April... The funny things is, even though I realized this.. My absentminded me putting an advertisement of my current car a bit too early... To be exact.. On mid Feb... Who can expect, around 7 people actually called and asked for my car... I took off the advertisement after a week, I was panicking. I need my car till April. What the heck did I do? I was so surprise by the numbers of people who interested... Maybe I sell it too cheap? Or maybe my car is in high demand? Anyway, I cant sell it before April... So, I will let the fate decide. Let see if people still interested when the time come.
6. Last but not least... The reason I'm writing again in this blog is.... I just bought a new samsung galaxy tab 7.7!!!! Yay... I'm crazy~~~ First of all... I got my htc desire hd just some times ago.. But but but.. I can't write blog on my htc.. It's so small.... It is not convinient... Anyway it is a great phone.. And galaxy tab is not a phone (for me)... I need tab for: 1. Reading manga 2. Writing blog (actively?) 3. Play games 4. Do reports/documentation while watching tv or on the bed 5. Write notes while in the meeting, workshop, talk 6. Surfing internet better 7. Plan my daily agenda 8. So so much more... Conclusion: I REALLY REALLY WANT IT SOOOO MUCH!!!!! And here I am... Having it and liking the fact that I have it. Also... I got a very interesting and valuable story when I bought this new toy. (ops, I mean gadjet).. But I'm so tired and sleepy to continue writing now. But it also a story that I want to forget.
Until next time... When I have so many things in my mind that I need to let it out.. I'll write again. To my friends who read my blog.. Thank you... Even if it only me reading this.. I'm also satisfied. After all... I'm the biggest fan of my own blog... Hahaha...
Tata...
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