Tuesday, September 30, 2008

No Evil Plan..

Hehehe.. I'm using this... click ok website ni kelakar and fun.. Aku leh lak habiskan masa kat library belek website ni.. hikss...

hp ni paling murah la kat sini.. prepaid.. Tapi for me, American's phone system pelik dan hampeh.. Ko call ke, ko terima call ke.. terima msg ke bagi msg ke.. ko kena CHARGE!

Apply to all network ok.. (cell phone la)

Kiranya setelah aku kaji.. yg ni la paling murah.. not even atnt.. Tapi aku tingin gila la nak hp atnt.. sebab aku nak i-phone..

This week raya.. and also aku ada mid-term exam ye minggu ni.. lebih tepat lagi.. test aku tu jatuh pada hari raya.. Huhuhu.. So, mungkin aku akan mintak tangguh.. we'll see..

c ya!

Monday, September 29, 2008

I Just Give Up...

Seriously.. Susah gila homework aku ni.. Kesimpulannya aku memang tak paham la subjek analog circuit ni.. Aku paham tapi tak paham.. soklan homework tu lak... aku pusing2 pun tak paham.. So, aku give up utk selesaikan masalah homwork ni.. Aku hantar takat yang aku boleh buat ja.. dalam masa 3 hari ni.. Homework ni saje la yang aku buat.. terabai subjek2 lain.. Aku tak kira dah.. aku malas nak layan.. Sekarang dah kul 2pg.. kena hantar kul 9pg jap gi.. Makin aku pk makin tak paham.. yg hari tu paham pun dah jadi tak paham..

Aku marah gila ni.. kawan aku yg suppose selalu discuss ngan aku pun tak dapat dihubungi hari ni.. hampeh betul.. tensyen tahap tenuk ni..

So now I said.. LANTAK LA!!!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

The Missouri FISH MARKET!

Hehehe.. Sebenarnya dua hari aku bukak pose makan sedap... Well, jangan salah sangka.. ok.. aku bukan baru jumpa restoren baru.. Hehehe.. Tapi rumah aku dah berubah taraf menjadi restoren ala2 the Manhattan FISH MARKET.. Kekeke.. perasan habis la ni..

Semalam aku beli banyak ikan kat Walmart.. Aku beli Salmon fresh gitu (Fresh la agaknya) dan juga talapia filet and also cod fish filet and more shrimps.. Hehehe.. So, aku bukak restoren seafood di umah aku..

Chef Saira telah masak Salmon steak yang sangat sedap semalam sampai tak sempat amik gambar ok.. Sebab seperti biasa setelah proses pengkumuhan berlaku barulah teringat kewujudan camera ku itu.. Tapi hari ni, chef Saira tak lupa untuk mengambil gambar seafood tempura yang juga begitu sedap sekali.. hehehe... Namun begitu, chef Saira terlupa untuk mengambil gambar kailan ikan masin yang merupakan pelengkap juadah itu.. Hehehe...

Tempura Plate: Udang, talapia and carret
Bila perut happy.. aku pun happy.. well bad news.. microwave aku rosak.. huhuhu.. Nak kena beli baru la plak.. microwave tu aku dapat free, so dah buruk la.. tapi rosak lak.. huhuhu.. aku perlukan microwave.. Waaaaaa...

Friday, September 26, 2008

Wow.. That's cute...

What? What is cute? Did you just said "cute"?

Ok.. itu la reply aku kepada lab partner aku bila aku kuarkan laptop aku yang cute ini.. Hehehe.. Well.. I never ever consider my laptop cute ok... That is just not right.. It's cool.. yeah.. That's the right words.. Aku sesungguhnya sangat gembira membuat keputusan membeli laptop Sony ni.. Always.. people here always look twice tau.. I wish I'm the laptop! Hehehe...

Ok la.. berbalik kepada cerita orang tertentu dari negara tertentu itu.. Well, aku semakin ok dengan lab partner aku.. The things is.. aku let go a little and put a little trust as well.. Aku bersangka baik dan well did I already said let go? Yes.. let go is a good thing.. Sebenarnya tak adil untuk aku judge mereka2 itu.. Mereka ramai so.. it's normal to menyampah to some of them. Hari ni aku menyampah kat one of them.. Aku tak suka orang tanya aku soklan sama 10 kali ok.. Kalau aku kata tak tau.. tanya 10 kali pun jawapannya tak tau.. Sebabnya minah ni (bukan lab partner aku) asyik tanya aku dah dapat solution ke blom.. Aku dah sipi2 (really really close ok) utk cakap kat dia.. "Please go away, think yourself!!!" Aku antara yang awal berjaya selesaikan masalah itu (ok.. not me but we - me n my lab partner).. So, aku tak tau mereka2 yang lain dapat selesaikan or tidak sbb we r not suppose to talk with other group.. aku actuaclly sian kat group sebelah aku n try to help.. tapi kena warning.. So, I said.. bye-bye, good luck and c u tomorrow..

Ok.. ada some xtvt deserve some pichas here but aku tak de mood lagi.. and one more.. Aku hanya ada lab partner utk VHDL.. So, semua di atas adalah in VHDL lab ok..

Oh.. Last but not lease.. Aku tak rasa apa2 pun raya kali ni.. Well.. being so far from home makes all the different.. Huhuhu...

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

David Cook's First Single!

YAY!!! First Single dah kuar!!! YAY!!! Serious BEST!!! David Cook ternyata up to the par...
Ok.. Just to light up to those who in the dark.. Hehehe.. It's actually not a first single.. 1st single is "Time of my Life".. Ini ialah 1st single of his 1st album..

Album Title : "Out Of My Head."
Official Release Date: November 18, 2008

Have a listen guys.. HAHAHA.. I suka sangat x 10 kuasa sejuta... Heheheh...


p/s: copyright issue.. so we play trick in youtube.. this one work.. Hehehe..
David Cook - Light On


Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving

chorus:
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in

chorus

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

chorus

Updated:
p/s: setelah dengar lagu ni 10 kali.. aku rasa aku tak suka la ngan lirik lagu ni.. terlalu baik bebeno.. rasa cam cheesy lak.. macam lagu orang baik2 la.. bukan aku oppose lagu orang baik2 tapi rasa cam tak cool lak si David Cook nyanyi lagu cam gini.. Rasa macam tak rock gitu.. ceh.. apa la aku merepek ni kan.. tapi cam gitulah.. susah la nak explain.. Lagu ala2 comforting and nasihat ni sesuai ngan Josh Groban ja.. Aku lebih suka kalau dc nyanyi lagu ala2 berlagak.. ala2 hebat or more deep la.. cam "the world i know" or "silver".. isk.. nape aku masih mengomen lagi ni..



Maybe la after 20 x aku tukar fikiran lak.. hehehe.. gilos...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Aku suka dan aku tak suka.. (Ramblings Alert!!!)

Well... kita mulakan dengan apa yang aku suka.. Sebenarnya aku suka sebab tadi dapat result kuiz/test (sini diorang panggil kuiz) VHDL.. Hehehe.. ada orang cakap markah aku paling tinggi.. Hehehe.. ye ke? Well, aku tak la percaya sangat anyway.. bila pk2 balik, kuiz tu tak la susah sangat.. Actually aku takut nak gi kelas hari ni sebab takut nak dapat result.. Sebabnya aku hanya dapat idea selesaikan kuiz tu kurang 5 minit dari masa tamat.. First of all.. Aku tak biasa tulis programming atas kertas ok.. So, aku mengalami masalah "staring at the paper" for about 15 minutes.. Aku sort of tak sempat habiskan dengan baik.. (maybe that's why aku tak dapat perfect marks) So, hehehe kiranya aku happy la hari ni.. HAHAHA (gelak besar).. HAHAHA (gelak lagi)..

Ok.. apa yang aku tak suka? Sebenarnya dah lama aku nak tulis bende alah ni.. Aku tak suka kat orang india yang berasal dari India di sini.. Ok.. first of all.. dalam kelas VHDL tu, aku rasa separuh kelas diorang je.. binci!!! pastu diorang ni groupies.. Binci!!! Dan lab partner aku adalah salah seorang dari diorang.. Diorang ni kan.. apa2 nak share sama2.. Binci!!! Hari tu dah kena warning ngan T.A.. Dia kata kalau tak berubah dia akan consider cheating dan kasi markah 0 utk lab.. Worst, akan di-dropkan dari subject.. Ni yang aku tak puas hati ni.. Well, actually b4 kena warning tu aku dah email kat lab partner aku dengan penuh berhemahnya pasal peraturan lab.. Kiranya aku strait fwd la kat dia.. Tapi utk lab 1 nasik dah jadi bubur.. Tapi T.A tu kata 1st time dia warning ja.. Kan aku dah kata.. Isk.. isk..

So, utk lab kedua aku dengan berhemahnya menawarkan diri utk buat report. (1 group, 1 report) dan juga lab 3 dan juga lab-lab seterusnya.. Bukan ape, walaupun diorang macam dah sedar tapi aku takut la.. Biarla aku buat lebih sikit.. lagipun dia macam clueless ja.. buat conclusion pon satu baris ja.. Pastu satu hari tu, dia penah email aku dgn cerianya mintak solution utk homework.. Well, nak je aku cakap kat dia.. I spent 4 hours ok.. 4 f*** HOURS doing that homework.. senang2 ja nak mintak2 solutions.. Well, kalau dia nak discuss aku tak kisah ok.. nak solution free.. boleh blah.. lagipun, kalau di dapati meniru hw.. nanti kena tuduh cheating gak.. Please la... aku tak nak terlibat..

Ok.. cerita dua.. Ada sorang mamat ni kan dari Negara yang sama jugak.. ni kelas DSP lak.. dia kan lecturer ajar.. asyik angguk2 macam ayam.. kiranya dia paham bebeno la tu.. But funny thing is.. ada sorang mamat tu (negara asal tidak diketahui ok).. lecturer ngajar, asyik geleng2 je.. cam tak paham bebeno.. So, aku yang duk belakang ni cuba statikkan kepala.. sebabnya aku tak la paham sangat tapi paham la jugak sikit2.. Tapi serius, nyampahnya aku ngan mamat angguk2 tu.. (Antara sebab lain, aku penah tegur mamat angguk tu (dia satu kelas VHDL ngan aku jugak) tapi belagak nak mampos.. eksen.. So, boleh blah!)

Perkara ketiga (masih melibatkan orang dari negara itu).. Dia ni kan.. suka duk sebelah aku dalam lab DSP.. tak kisah la kan.. Tapi selalu kacau aku.. tak kisah la kalau dia tak paham tapi tolongla baca example or baca buku betul2 sebelum dtg lab.. Ni aku nak buat lab 3 dia dok tanya pasal lab 2 kat aku.. Dah aku tertinggal bas melayan dia.. Well, aku tak salahkan dia.. maybe sesetengah orang lambat paham cuma aku rasa nyampah dengan gaya dia yg lemah lembut cuba pahamkan soklan tu yang menyebabkan aku rimas.. nak copy and paste pun amik masa 10 saat.. Ni yang marah ni.. I marah tapi senyum ok.. Lagi satu, aku dah kasi program yg betul kat dia pun.. dia masih salah gak.. isk.. kesabaran orang baik2 pun ada hadnya.. Hehehe...

Ok la.. hari tu aku ngan Alice bukak forum mengutuk orang dari negara itu.. Diorang ni kan pelik2 belaka.. Dah la tak nak kawan ngan orang lain.. Asyik nak melekat2 ja.. Kalau takde kepentingan, huh jangan harap la diorang nak tegur kita.. Well, maybe not all of them like this.. but most of them is like this..

Ok la.. aku berhenti memganyam ketupat di sini.. Terus tak siap homework aku.. Hehehe..

Monday, September 22, 2008

Esok bermula musim luruh...

Itulah menurut weather channel sebentar tadi.. musim luruh bermula pada jam 11.## esok... Boleh ek predict cam gi tu.. Hebat.. hebat..Tapi tadi aku tgk daun2 dah mula bertukat warna.. Nanti aku snap2 picture ok...

Ok la antara tujuan lain entry hari ni adalah untuk menunjukkan masakan bukak pose aku yang di ajar oleh catz si kucing tomei... :p

Sambal tumis udang.. cili kering tu penyek2 lepas rebus guna botol jer.. esok2 baru nak g beli blender..
Sayur masak air.. yang ni aku hentam je.. ok la.. sayur...

Ok la.. no new story.. c ya later guys..

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Tag Dari Catz

Disebabkan aku malas nak citer pasal hal2 di sini yang pada masa ni tak la best sangat. tensi adala.. Barula aku bermood nak tulis tag ni.. Ni pun macam homework gak.. Pas ni aku ada homework no. 2.. Dari hari tu dah d/load game CL Barca.. Jap gi baru nak tengok.. isk isk isk.. Slow betul la.. kan?

All list below is not in order okey.. :D

My top 10 most favourite food:
- Sizzling mee - mee leper
- Nasi ayam
- Nasi lemak
- Fast Food - Kira gak la ek.. kfc/mcD/rasa ayamas/Nandos/Kenny....
- Mee goreng - yang mak aku masak
- Laksa kedah
- Ayam panggang
- Mee kari
- kek coklat - ni food jugak kan?
- Hati ayam goreng pedas.. yummy!
- Ayam goreng kicap pedas - Mak aku mesti masak ni tiap kali aku balik.. heheh
- Pajeri terung
- ikan terubuk panggang

eh.. dah lebih dari 10 ke? Aku leh senaraikan lagi 20 tau...

10 things I love doing
- Tengok tv/wayang/DVD/Movies
- Baca buku citer
- Baca blog kekawan/Baca forum/news pasal Messi n Barca n football in general
- Tulis blog
- TIDO
- Makan
- Berangan
- Sembang
- Dengar muzik
- Shopping and Spending..

5 types of guys I adore:
Jawapan tak matured:
- combination of Messi, Josh Groban, Max(Roswell), David Cook, Fernando Torres, Deco and Brad Pitt and a little Matt Damon

Jawapan matured:
- combination of baik, jujur, penyayang, kaya, matured and understanding

5 things i love doing when I'm emo:
- Nangis
- Makan
- Tido
- Mengadu
- Tulis puisi (HAHAHA!)
- Shopping

5 things I love doing when I'm happy:
- Makan
- Shopping
- Makan
- Tgk Wayang
- Senyum

10 ways to win my heart:
- Buy me a ticket to Barca's games
- Buy me a ticket to Josh's concerts
- Cook for me
- Gift
- Gimme money.. hehehe.. don't ask anything in return ok..
- Belanja tgk wayang n makan (it's a combo)
- Just love me ok.. hehehe.. u'll win my heart!

My top 5 most favourite junk food:
- Coklat
- Twistis
- Cookies
- Kopok
- Soda drink

5 things I wish it could happen:
- Goyang kaki tapi masyukkk..
- Shopping without thinking
- Own a fancy car
- Travelling all over the world
- Nak jadi celebrity and famous
- Ok la.. dunia aman and no jenayah.. semua org baik dan trust is never an issue..

10 ridiculous things I wish to do before I die:
- Kawin ngan Messi
- Flirting with all the footballer I love (hint: F.Torres, Deco, CRonaldo, Iker, all the cuties)
- Owned a football club.. aku nak beli Lverpool FC
- Jadi ketua Mafia
- Jadi best friend Josh Groban
- Masuk AI dan menang and suddenly pemes
- Menang loteri
- Well... xxxxxxxxxxx hehehe
- Dancing under the star... watlz to be exact..
- Ok la.. ni paling koman la.. aku nak jadi tukang bagi air utk Barca..,

My top-10 recently most addicted songs:
Ape ye?
- Recently I listen to Within Temptation.. a lot
- Anuar Zain.. all Lelaki ini album
- Jason Castro.. aman damai dengar suara mamat ini (peneman aku jln2 di campus)
Senarai di atas, kalau kira dah berpuluh2 ok..

10 Person you wish to tag:
- orren
- sesape je la ek...

Friday, September 19, 2008

12 days to go...

Hari ni 18hb Sept.. Tak sabar nak tunggu 1 Oct.. Tak larat dah nak makan makanan sendiri.. kalau tak puasa tak la terasa sangat.. Huhuhu.. Ni nak bukak pose pun rasa takde mood.. Anyway hari ni nak bukak pose makan brahim..

Ade cerita-ceriti nak story tapi nak siapkan keje sekolah jap.. c ya!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

For my friends...

Thank You by Dido

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply
that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad,
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last
and I'm soaking through and through
Then you hand me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down,
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Monday, September 15, 2008

Saya kena tangkap...

Hari tu, sewaktu saya pergi ke walmart saya telah terserempak dengan kawan saya. Saya kenal dia sewaktu minggu orientasi pelajar international.

Tiba-tiba, kawan saya bertanya... Saira, adakah anda mempunyai blog? Saya pun dengan sedikit terkejut menjawab.. Ya.. Kenapa? Dia kata dia telah terserempak dengan blog saya dan ternampak gambar saya.. Dia terjumpa blog saya melalui carian google.. Saya rasa sungguh segan sekali.. Lalu saya rasa saya patut menulis blog ini dalam bahasa melayu...

Sekian, terima kasih.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Grocery Bingo Night...

The update news is.. Tadi aku bukak posa umah Mr. H and family.. Yay! Finally aku makan makanan sebenar yang di masak oleh orang Malaysia dan taste like 100 x better than mine..

Tapi.. tujuan sebenar entry ini adalah mengenai family night yang diadakan setiap Jumaat di sini.. Minggu ni diorang main bingo.. Ramai la yg join.. Termasuk la aku... Hehehe.. So kitorang main bingo ni dari kul 8.30pm sampai 11.30pm.. Tapi malangnya.. walaupun sudah berusaha dengan gigihnya.. Aku, Alice dan Jacob.. Kami gagal untuk menang satu haprak pun.. Sedeh.. Oh, forget to mention... Aku g ngan Alice and Jacob.. The three of us and a big family of Mizzou students.. (Free foods and drink available :-D)...

Here some photos..

Me, Alice and Bingo... Oh.. I look so pale and plain..
Me, Jacob and Alice..
Not a good angle.. but this is some of others
Some of others.. See? Semua org sedang sibuk menatap kertas bingo masing2...

That's for now... c ya!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Excuse Me...

Sekarang tengah gap time antara waktu kelas.. So, aku amik kesempatan ni utk study... But you know what study worst enemy (at least for me).. FOOD!!!!!!!!!!

Aku dari dulu2 lagi.. Kalau study mesti kena makan.. (That is why aku tak kurus, time study dulu kejenye melantak).. kesimpulannya otak aku perlukan makanan utk proses.. And as we all know.. sekarang ni kan bulan pose.. So, tak leh makan = tak leh study.. Huhuhu.. Aku tgh concentrate study tadi.. Tetiba je.. rasa tersangat la lapar.. Tak leh makan.. so, aku stop main internet jap.. So, malam is a very good time to study.. tapi time study malam hanya boleh start kul 10pm after all the series.. hehehe.. Ada citer baru launch.. Ape ek tajuknya.. Oh.. "Fringe"citer pasal ejen la.. highly clasify case.. Ala2 vvip special agent... Contohnya kes pertama (pilot episode) citer pasal baca di sini ok... aku malas menaip.. hehehe.. tapi aku rasa citer itu sungguh menarik, tertarik sungguh da' boom...

So.. what to do? Maybe after bulan puasa akan normal balik since I can study properly during the day.. So, malam tak la critical sangat...

Ok.. That's all for now.. Kelas start lagi 20 minit.. Dan saya rasa tersangat ***** (tak leh sebut.. tak baik).. Semalam, aku ngadu kat kawan aku yg aku tersangat letih.. dia cakap aku akan sgt letih sepanjang bulan ni.. aku cakap.. tak la hari ni je.. Dia cakap semalam2 pun aku cakap letih jugak.. hehehe... sebabnya aku suruh dia jalan slow sikit... See.. nak kena rotan ni..

Ok la.. Now kelas akan start lg 15 minit.. Nak study tapi malas.. Tadi dalam kelas DSP.. Aku tak paham kebende pun.. Tapi after tenung-renung dan tenung lagi buku tebal yg berat itu.. Aku akan paham akhirnya.. So adegan tenung-menenung tak dapat diteruskan.. hanya berjaya selama 30 minit sahaja, kemudian adegan tenung-menenung digantikan dengan adegan mengadu dan merapu di sini.. Hehehe..

c ya!

Friday, September 12, 2008

Fenin La... Dumb! Rumblingsssss....

Hari ni aku rasa messed up sungguh.. Sesungguhnya akulah orang yang paling clumsy dalam kelas aku...

Last week aku dapat email yang Lab 2 tak akan ada minggu ini sebab somehow lecture delay and we got to do Lab 1 also this week.. And report should be sent another 2 weeks.. So aku pun lenggang-lenggok tak buat report Lab 1 utk VHDL.. Infact aku tak siapkan pun lab 1...

Hari ni dengan lenggang lenggok aku masuk lab.. not ready at all for lab 2 and not doing any report on lab 1.. Masuk2 everybody doing lab 2 and sending their report of lab 1.. Aku pun apa lagi.. mengalami panic attack!!!! Aku pun tanya la T.A (Teaching Assistant) pasal perkara ni.. Dia cakap dia never-ever send that email.. And furthermore, dia announce satu kelas tanya samaada dia ada email apa2.. And the whole kelas agree with him... Makes me looks like the clueless one.. Every labs carry mark to final.. So, I'm very depress and don't know what to do... And one more.. not ready at all to do lab 2..

Nasib baik.. (Thank God!) Rupa-rupanya lab report is a team work.. I get mess up with my team mate coz we did change partner last week (other people request ok.. aku ikut je, sesapa nak partner ngan aku.. ) So, my new lab partner dah siapkan report tu.. Aku taruk nama ja.. Huhuhu.. but I did panic and the whole class now know that I'm a clumsy person (Last week, I make a scene sbb aku ingatkan makmal start kul 3 - 5pm, sebenarnya start kul 1 - 3pm.. So kul 1.20 baru aku sedar and RUN LOLA RUN to the lab.. Breathlessly arrive.. poor girl.. and the whole class knew.. Huhuhu).

Aku tak tau la nape ngan lab VHDL ni.. I never get it right.. Well.. Lab 2 doing well.. in fact I love this subject the most coz.. this is my stronger subject.. but I think I look dumb.. Whatever...

Oh.. Back to the e-mail.. I check it again.. TRUE! I got the email.. BUT it was from the computer & architecture lab.. I droped the subject but appearantly.. they still have my e-mail.. And I got mixed-up.. Since I never really know the T.A's name.. And VHDL and C&A share the same lab.. And VHDL is the only lab yg reportnye kena hantar time lab.. Urgghhh.. I got them mixed-up and dalam masa yang sama humiliate myself...

Ok.. if we minus that dumb moment (hint: story above).. My day is pretty good... Aku g gym and took a class (USD49 per season for all classes).. Aku g upper cut class.. 30 minit ja.. But again I'm the worst or weakest student.. I drop the big ball (bola besar utk senaman tu.. Suruh pegang and angkat2 on ur back.. urgghh) several time... and feel like running out of the class all the time.. But at the end.. I feel ok... Hehehe.. Bolehkah tangan aku kurus selepas ini? HAHAHA.. And Mr. H call me and ajak ikut dia n family g jalan2 shopping grocery esok.. Yay! Esok aku akan g Hong Kong market and Walmart.. Yay! Shopping always makes me feel good...

Actually... I miss shopping so much.. I miss the moment that I feel like new cloth or new handbag or new shoes will makes me feel better.. Here? No car and I have to really really care about how much I used.. Not like other people.. Aku takut nak keje kat sini.. the opportunity is everywhere but I have no courage and maybe not ready... Tak banyak international student (esp grad student) yang goyang kaki macam aku.. Walaupun no diskriminasi here.. tapi the fact that aku pakai tudung did make me feel concious and unsecure... Well.. anyway.. Hari ni hari memperingati peristiwa 9/11.. So, I look around and make sure people look at me normally.. You know what I mean.. We can't never be too careful..

Oh satu lagi.. I really really miss pasar ramadhan.. I hate everything that I cooked.. I hate seing other people buy McDonald... Murah wei McD kat sini.. Double Cheese Burger USD1.08 (After tax).. Tensyen!!! I need a decent food! Hari ni masak sardin (Beli sardin kat sini).. Tak sedap! Aku rasa sardin tu yg tak sedap bukan masakan aku.. Or, can it be that.. I made the sardin become tak sedap? Can I do that? Huhuhu.. Catz... Mana gulai nenas ko??? Nak KFC!!! Koman2 pun Nandos!!! Camne ek? Sometimes aku rasa aku kena g counseling unit kat sini.. Huhuhu

Ok.. Sekali lagi aku nak tegaskan.. I'm doing ok here.. Just bits here and there.. And as a normal (?) human being.. We always whining about the 'bad' things and give a wrong impression to people.. And I don't want to do that esp to the people that love and worried about me... I'm doing ok, I just act like a human..

Good day all..

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Homework oh Homework...

Sekarang pukul 12.30am.. Dan aku baru balik dari Lab komputer.. Kesejukan naik beskal.. Aku rasa suhu kat luar tu 10 - 13 celcius.. grrr.. Well, it's actually my friend idea to go to the lab and figure out our homework problems.. Complicated sungguh homework ini.. And like he said.. Ni baru start semester.. Bayangkan end of semester nanti camne.. Waaa!!! Nasib baib dia terre matlab.. Aku yang hampeh ni.. memang 90% lupa nak guna matlab.. Ni utk DSP homework ok... Sebelum tu, I check my homework with him (Analog homework).. Wow.. aku salah banyak wei.. Salah rupanya pemahaman aku.. Aku kena restudy again and again..

Masalah sebenar ialah:

1. Aku memang dah lupa almost 100% macam mana nak selesaikan equation esp in DSP.. exponential characteristic and phase and yang seumpama dgnnya..

2. Aku mmg dari dulu lemah pasal transistor ni.. takat switch, saturated, cutoff tu ok la.. tapi ni dah masuk small signal.. macam mana electron tu bergerak dan faktor2 yg mempengaruhinya.. ape.. tranconductance??? Tolonnnn!!!!

3. Aku mmg tak ingat camne nak guna matlab.. hehehe..

Solutions?

1. Study and study and try very hard to remember maths ok.. Kalau rajin lagi.. amik la subject maths.. Rajinke??? Hehehe..

2. Berbaik-baiklah dengan rakan sekelas anda.. Nasib baik class mate aku ni duk selang beberapa rumah je ngan aku.. (a.k.a my tutor ok).. Anyway, this is his 2nd semester..

3. Buanglah karat dlm otak tu dan paling penting.. Lupakan how relax and easy life used to be.. Huhuhuhu..

Anyway.. esok adalah due utk homework DSP and Analog.. Why every week ada homework??? Tu blom masuk lab and lab report...

Anyway.. I think I'll get used to it next semester.. Ni kira baru nak start enjin.. huhuhu.. In a weird way.. I kind of enjoy it..

Untuk pengetahuan semua.. Hari ni adalah hari yg paling letih sampai aku terpikir nak buka pose (tak bukak ok.. cuma pk je).. Sebabnya.. kononnya hari ni aku nak try naik beskal gi school... The Hill is killing me.. But I got to do it.. Got to improve my stamina.. I'll try again but not bulan pose ok.. at least not during the day.. It took all my energy.. I barely can walk today.. Sian tak??


Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Messi New Looks..


My Messi finally cut his hair.. Yay! I love Messi.. HAHAHA.. I think I like this new style.. He looks better.. Hehehe...

Ini rambut during olympic hari tu.. and he wore this hair since 2006.. Still cute though.. Hehehe..

p/s: I love Messi purely talent oriented.. Others is bonuses ok... hikss..

Help! I'm so Tempted

Serious.. Otak aku berkarat ni. kui kui kui.. Bersungguh2 aku buat keje sekolah hari ni.. Hehehe.. Banyak lak tu yang aku kena baca tapi..

FOX, NBC, CBS, ABC, TNT, USA, Sci/Fi, TBS, CW, E!, MTV...

Semua di atas adalah channel feberet aku.. Camne ni..

Hari ni start New Season Terminator: Sarah Conner Cronicle..
Pastu New Season Prison Break lak..
Pastu aku leh minat lak siri The Raising Bar (citer pasal lawyer) right after The Closer..

House new season start 22/9 nnt.. So, USA tgh buat Marathon House
Chuck new season start soon.. Dan Herroes new season start very soon..
Oh.. So does Numbers...

Tu blom masuk Law n Order, Jeopardy, Who wants to be a millionaire, Are you smasrter than 5th grader, Wheel of fortune... Bla bla bla...

So.. aku sedang berusaha membahagikan masa dengan baik.. hiks hiks hiks...

p/s: catz.. bila nak hantar gulai nenas udang ni???

Monday, September 08, 2008

Merajuk...

Hari ni aku declare merajuk dgn catz sebab dia tak buat kek coklat kat aku...

Cara pujuk:

Tolong pos laju udang + nenas masak lemak kuning...

:(((((((

Sunday, September 07, 2008

My First Juadah...

Hari ni bangun pagi kononnya nak bersahur.. Kul 5.00 pg bangun.. pastu baring jap.. Tup tup dah kul 5.30 pg.. Waaa.. Dahaga gila.. Sahur abis kul 5.12 pg.. Tensi! Tensi! Nyesal tak minum sikit waktu first2 bangun tadi.. Anyway akhirnya tibalah masa berbuka puasa.. Sambil menonton tv.. Inilah my first juadah...


Gulai tu from 'Brahim' ok.. Aku ada bawak 6 pack brahim.. memang aku simpan khas utk berbuka puasa.. hehehe.. tu kiranya 1st half pack la.. Aku masak separuh ja.. Kari ayam dgn ubi kentang.. Bolehla.. Ikan masin lak mmg bwk terbang dr Malaysia.. Yay! Dan sayur campur goreng ngan udang.. Strawberry tu penganti kurma.. Leh ker? Hiksss.. Boleh la..

Nasi ayam? Hehehe.. Mmg niatnya teringin nak masak nasik ayam tapi malas la.. hehehe...

Saturday, September 06, 2008

I Want to do Master by Reseach Now! Huhuhu...

Seriously, aku banyak gila keje sekolah.. Waaaa... Dan mostly aku tak reti buat kecuali VHDL subject.. WAAAA!!! Kiranya lembab betul la otak aku ni nak ingat semula cara menyelesaikan equation utk subject DSP.. And I really have to understand NMOS transistor in subject analog circuit!!! Help! Help! Tapi yg paling aku tak tahan ialah homework.. Why? why? semua subject ada homework.. pastu susah lak tu.. Anyway, utk subject DSP.. aku ada personal tutor now.. hikss.. And I'm gonna ask him to teach me analog as well.. Tapi seriously.. aku kena baca n baca n baca to keep it up.. Still it's hard..

One more thing.. Boleh tak tetiba dalam kelas tadi aku teringat nasi lemak.. pastu ingatan itu beralih ke nasik ayam.. signal n sampling pabala tu dah kelihatan less interesting (if it ever be interesting!) So, hari ni aku g walmart with friends and I did by cucumber.. Hehehe.. and barbeque sos.. Ada hati nak buat nasik ayam utk berbuka pose esok.. we'll see.. By the way.. tommorow is my 1st day of fasting here.. Cam ne la ek.. Jadi ke idak nasi ayam itu?

Third story.. I did biking at the trail today.. It's beautiful place and I got nice feeling.. I'm loving it. Best gila.. I love my bike now.. Aku takkan bawak beskal ke sekolah tapi sebagai riadah.. Hari ni lak cuaca perfect.. Around 15 - 20 C siang hari.

Oh satu lagi.. Tadi kawan aku dari Thailand offer bawak aku g walmart.. I have my list ok.. on things I gonna buy.. And it's weird to have 2 guys following you around and do shopping with you.. Well.. I'm doing the shopping and they become my advisor or my dayang2? Hahahaha.. I have a good day... (The shopping n the biking)

;-)

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Cold Day...

Hari ni bangun lambat.. So kelam kabut g kelas.. Hehehe.. Lambat 10 minit.. Disebabkan kelam kabut tak perasan yg kat luar hujan dan cuaca sejuk sangat.. Aku lak pakai t-shirt lengan pendek ja.. Sejuk gila.. So, hari ni aku kesejukan..

Hari ni jugak aku berkesempatan berbual ngan one of the professor about my plan of study.. I told him that I wanna go to the nuclear detection direction and guess what? He actually advise me to drop VHDL and take semiconductor theory.. So, after diskas-diskus.. Ok la, we find a way that can complement all.. That also mean that I maybe have to take more subjects than I suppose to.. Doesn't matter la.. but NO way I gonna drop VHDL.. By the way, semiconductor theory subject is not offered this semester..

Ok la.. What happen after class? Hehehe.. Aku ikut Alice and her family shopping kat Aldi.. It's cheaper than Walmart but it's not as big as Walmart.. Alice shopping banyak gila.. Aku pun banyak gak la.. tapi aku rasa Alice is 10 times more than me? Wanna see it?

Serious.. Aku rasa sebulan pun tak abis.. Semua di atas adalah makanan ok.. Aku rasa now aku ada stock sayur utk sebulan.. hehehe..
Bukan niat aku nak mengata American.. But the way aku tgk Alice shopping. Well, they eat too much can food.. and it's cheap.. Can food.. fast food.. all that we said 'unhealthy food' is the way of living here..

p/s: Cannot tell my experience (yet) puasa kat sini coz aku tak pose ok. Hehehe.. Maybe tomorrow or a day after tomorrow baru aku akan start pose...

c ya!

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

New Progress...

Hari cuti hari buruh kat sini.. So, takde kelas.. Tak tau la nape aku sungguh malas sekali.. Aku tak study langsung hari ni..

Berita terkini.. Sekarang aku dah ada sofa kat umah.. Alice bagi.. Actually mula2 dia amik dari jiran yg dah taknak sofa tu pastu dia pakai satu malam.. Anak dia tak suka sofa tu sbb kecik.. So, dia tanya aku nak ke idak.. Of course la aku nak.. Aku jugak dah beli tv.. tv yg Alice bagi kecik sgt pening kepala aku.. Aku beli tak la besar sgt.. ada jiran nak jual.. 20" ja.. Murah.. dia jual 20 dollar ja.. Hehehe.. So, aku beli la.. Aku jugak dah ade blender (HAHAHA..) Ada org kasi gak tapi td try macam tak works ja.. Nanti nak godek balik..

Actually.. aku selalu lepak ngan Alice kat sini.. We talk a lot.. Ntah la aku ni tak leh dok diam rasanya.. Kadang2 aku g umah Alice.. hehehe.. ajak borak.. (ape ke hei nye aku ni kan).. I just like talking with her and dia banyak tolong aku.. Mostly all of the things inside my house dia yg kasi or tolong.. Alice ni generally baik.. actually husband dia o.k.u.. Pakai kerusi roda.. Dan dia amik major in English.. Husband dia major in social politik or general education (something like that).. So.. sometimes aku rasa cam too close lak ngan family dia.. Tapi we better have friends right? Tgh hari td anak dia buat cup cake.. n kasi aku sikit.. hehehe.. It's nice to have friends and I have no communication problem at all ngan dia.. I have no problem talking with American but have a ots of problem talking with Indian, Chinese or Egyptian.. Key words is 'Pronunciation..'

p/s: Gambar later ok!

Satu lagi.. Sini siang panjang.. Waaaaa.. Magrib kul 7.41 p.m.. Huhuhu..

Monday, September 01, 2008

My New Gadjet.. :D & Malaysian Student Gathering...

Kalau Mimi kata new hand bag makes her rajin keje.. My new gadjet ni makes me rajin belajar ok.. Truth story.. Tadaaa...

Hehehe. Aku memang bercadang nak beli speaker utk dgr ipod tapi tak la yg dibuat khas utk ipod.. cadangnya nak beli speaker bodoh ja... Tapi sewaktu berjalan mencari speaker di Walmart.. Aku sungguh tergoda dgn bende alah ni lalu terbeli.. Hehehe.. Harga after tax is USD75.##.. HAHAHA.. sukanya.. sukanya.. Sound memang best.. Boleh sambung kat TV lg (utk tgk ipod video) tp kena ada LCD TV yg ada S-Video connector la.. Non-ipod people also can use this sbb ada wayar utk sambung ke aux spt cd player or mp3 player.. Tapi kalau ada ipod mmg best.. Ada remote tu yg paling best.. hehehe.. Tp kena la pilih playlist dulu.. baru leh ctrl next/previous song.. Remote also ctrl everything else kecuali aux player la kot.. It's automatically charge ur ipod as well.. Alarm clock lak leh pilih nak sound dr ipod,radio or alarm.. leh snooze lg.. Tp aku lebih suka conventional jam loceng la.. So, this is only for my music ja.. I suka la.. Hehehe.. Ok la.. Next!

Oh.. satu lg, positif thing about this thing is aku tak yah bukak komputer utk dgr lagu (laptop is always a distraction to study).. Yay!

Next story is.. Jumaat lepas, ada Malaysian student gathering kat sini.. So, aku pun pegi la.. Saje je la.. MAklumat dari MSD Chicago mengatakan semua student Malaysia kat sini jumpahnya 10 org yang mana 8 adalah Cina dan 2 adalah India.. So, skrg ada 12 la.. Aku dan one more Malay Malaysian.. So, ikut rekod ada 2 Melayu la.. Tapi si H taknak g gathering tu sebab dia berfamily kat sini dan gathering tu plak kul 7 pm.. Aku plak paksa kawan aku (Thailand) ikut aku utk temankan.. Hehehe.. Nasib baik ada hero..

This is potluck gathering.. Everyone has to bring one dishes.. Aku memandangkan malas bebeno nak masak dan one more aku ada kelas ari tu.. (Walaupun kelas abis kul 3) Aku just beli Pizza @ Domino (Vegi).. Well.. Aku tak leh makan almost everything.. No pork only chicken n beef but still cannot eat la kan.. So, aku makan Pizza aku la.. Hikss..

Well, actually more than 10 Malaysian la.. Diorg maybe tak register ngan MSD tapi No Malay la.. So, no speaking Malay also.. Kui kui kui.. Speak English @ Mizzou's Malaysian Student Gathering.. Good for my Thailand friend la.. So.. Sekian cerita ini.. Biasa ja la gathering tu.. sembang2.. borak2.. Nothing much n nothing special..

Satu lagi.. Aku dah berkenalan ngan jiran dari Egypt.. Housewife la.. hubby study Phd.. Nice lady.. Nama dia Fatimah.. anak dia nama Abdul Rahman...

Salam..