2015 Resolution~

Hello.. Hola.. Hi.. to myself... or whoever read this..

It's been a long time..

I think it is a waste for me not to update this blog anymore. I was lazy and probably still. But blogging is a way of recording my life, my feeling and whatever significant or insignificant things that happen in my life. I love myself and I love to read and reread my post. So, I guess, I should continue writing this blog.

So this is my resolution. I will try to come back to previous event that happen in 2014 and recorded it here. I miss me who loved to write blog.

So.. Dear me, please don't be lazy and continue writing the journey of your own life. Your life may not be interesting to others but I believe you don't share the same feeling. ^^

So way to go! Let's us keep this memory lane alive!

stylus...

Purp just bought a new galaxy note! I want it too... I like the idea of s-pen.. I'm too lazy to use my finger... So, I also bought a stylus for my tab.. Yay! It's really good. Wanna see the picture?

 

Cute right? with my HTC...

And here I am trying using purp's s note...

 

Nice ha?

 page 2

Even though my stylus can't write like an s-pen, but it is still okay.. With this new stylus, I hope I will play more with my tab.. because I'm kind of already bored with that (feeling guilty... :-( ) A bit only lorrr...

ok.. c ya!

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Bubble shoot!!!

I'm on final level!!! Yay!!!!

Great killing time' game...

Give it a try... You gonna love it! ;-)

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Tears Are Falling...

Again.. this is the tittle of the song...

This is my feeling at the moment..
There is no particular or strong reason for me to feel this way...
But I do feeling down ~ ~ ~ for various reasons...
The song is just perfect and now I feel like crying..

layan feeling blues... huhuhu...
: '(

p/s: The meaning of this song has nothing to do with my life :P

Love Love Love...

Again.. this is the title of the song.. This is the song:

Actually this is the song from my favorite Korean group - FT Island ;-) "Saranghae FT Island!!!!" And this is the song that made me fall in love with them in the first place.. and then, I love many many more of their songs... Hehehe.. You'll know that this song is great just by listening to it.. ;-) Oh you know.. Hongki oppa, Jonghun oppa, Jaejin oppa, Minhwan oppa and Senghyun oppa will come to Malaysia next two weeks.. Waaaaa!!! Who wanna go to k-wave concert with me???? Rise your hand please!!! *no hope so far... Am I to old for this??? HUHUHU.. * :PPP

Now time for a real blogging.. (as if :PPP)

I went to two open house today.. Great great.. really great food and great people.. But sorry guys I'm not taking any picture :P (lazy) It was the usual.. food food and more food.. Waaaaaa!!! Seriously.. I should seriously thinking on diet program.. I'm gaining so much.. even I don't believe it myself *cry again* I can't let this happen!!! Unfortunately, tomorrow we have the Eid celebration at my workplace (Ok I'm sorry.. It is not unfortunate.. This is good actually, there is no such this as unfortunate celebration! :PPP) BUT this also means more fooooooood!!!! Arghhhhhh!!! Hence, my diet program definitely need to start next week.. why??? Because.. after tomorrow, my event will take place for 3 days.. and that also means free fooooooooooooooooooooooood!!!! Arghhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I'm sorry mums.. your daughter just can't resist the temptation of free foods.. I humbly apologize for my lacking of will power! Huhuhuhu....

ok.. the end of my k-pop and food addiction ramblings! :P 

I love you and I love you...

This is the title of this song:

This song is so catchy but even so.. when I listen to it I feel so sad... Then I search again for english subtitle... It is true.. This is a sad song.. And I love it! It keeps playing in my mind.. So I decide to put in here..

I love you and I love you...

And again.. please excuse my long absent... with Eid and long holiday.. I am very busy with the upcoming event where I'm one of the secretariat..  

So.. enjoy! and I will be back! ;-)

p/s: I'm feeling like crying now... maybe because until now (12.27 am) I'm still doing the paperwork of the event.. huhuhu... and this song just trigger my mood~~~

p/s/s: This is Korean song - first single by Oh Won Bin feat Miryo

My imagination gone wild...

What if I become this 'bad woman'?

keep your mind straight... will the heart follow?

:-P

Irritated entry!

Jiwa kacau... that's is a good description...

Point 1 :  work - I already mention to them many many times to flag out the process of payment since I already paid the fee. BUT, suddenly I got a called saying that the payment was already processed. Now we need to deal with double payment! How can people made this blunder when I already reminded them so many time. Really pissed me off!

Point 2 : that guy - how can I make he understand? I don't like changes and I don't feel good about it. Did he didn't get my message? Need I say it clearly? Like one plus one is equal to two? Why I need to think about this? Why can't everything be smoothed and easy? Why it must be so complicated?

Point 3 : food - it is not like I'm always hungry! But I just tempted to eat. I don't want to eat as much as I eat.Now I'm irritated with myself. Why can't I control myself? I don't think I need to eat all the time. I just feel like I want to eat it. No solid reason.. So all the fault it back to myself. Can't imagine I angry to myself.. Should I be more rational.

Point 4 : vacation - I know I need it so much. I wanna go to the beach or into the woods.. whatever, just not here. Purp now is having fun in the wood. Abby my housemate is having fun shopping in Jakarta and I have a problem with double fee! Urghhh.. Am I exagerating? But the fee is almost 2k you know!!! Give me back the 2k.. I deserved a nice relaxing vacation!

Point 5 : work task - okay, I know I should not irritated with my task because this is my responsibility. But since I'm thinking about nice and relaxing vacation, I became irritated with my task as well. The programming looks like a spaghetti to me. Well, if you do Labview. you know what I mean. Can't they just.. tadaaa! Done! Why I need to think in loop and case? Why not everything happen automatic without me making it automatic? Prfff.. now I'm really going crazy!

Point 6 : money - since I'm actually short of 2k of my salary this month.. thanks to the double payment! I also suddenly get an offer letter from bank rakyat for the investment. They offered me 1k of investment and I remembered applying it like more than 5 years ago. So, I have to accept it! since it was super duper difficult to be offered.. Then when I went to counter, they told me that I can put in 1.5k instead.. and it was a one off deal. I'm happy and sad at the same time coz I'm broke this month! But I can't reject the offer! So, who gonna pay my vacation now???

Point 7 : tv program - All tv program looks repetitive to me... criminal mind, ncis, csi... I end up watching all the fairy tale super cute korean drama. Maybe I should consider myself migrate to Korean since I love their drama so much. So what is nora elena? why can't I make myself watching malay drama that so many people talk about? So, I may should really considering changing my nationality now.. don't I?

Point 8 : manga - I keep looking and looking for a new manga to read. It irritated me went almost all the good one already been read by me. I need something so good that it hook me. Then when I get hooked, suddenly I wish I didn't found it since I can't do anything else but reading it until it's done. So, I want it and don't want it at the same time... Just kill me!

End of rambling.. Now when I think about it.. I'm actually irritated with myself! And this entry is so irritated as well.. Really, I need a day off and play dead to the world!

It's Done!

Yay!!!!~ ~ ~ ~

See the new looks guys!

Like it? I like it a lot!
Feel so creative now! HAHAHA...

So long!
;-)

New looks...

Now dlm process mengubah rupa blog ni. I'm gonna change how it looks.. the banner still in process.. I think I need this changes.

I'm sure gonna look the world with different eyes...

;-)

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Resolution June 2011!

First of all.. I just have a little chit chat with Purp... We talk about how people always write in their blog enormously, part by part.. sometime up to 5 or 6 part! /o\, put lots and lots of picture.. every time they went oversea.. hikss.. I have no problem with that.. my principal is.. you can do whatever you want in your blog.. because.. it's your blog! hehe..

So my resolution for June 2011 is.. to massively write on my trip to overseas as well! HAHAHA.. You can excuse with a "bleh" statement on "massively" coz.. you know and I know that I'm not capable to massively write about anything.. not even about how great Barca is.. was and will be.. Hehe :P.. By the way world, We just won the Champion League 2011!!!

my bro and me! Kitorang g tgk kat Putrajaya ngan PM tau! Haha! The best night eva' for us! my bro minat Barca gak for Spanish team.. but he is a die-hard Liverpool fan!
p/s: sampai tudung2 aku warna Barca! kalau boleh nak cat muka sekali.. boleh? HAHAHA!

Ok, back to topic.. First of all.. I will write in sequence start with Germany since it was my first trip oversea.. Hehehe.. will follow with paris, vietnam, bangkok, usa, spain and england.. hehehe.. besarnya cita2.. mampukah aku menulis about my experience to all that places? Huhuhu.. kalau pk kan skrg cam tak mampu jer sebab skrg I'm so busy with my work kat opis.. balik umah lak ada byk cite korea nak tgk.. manga lagi nak baca.. pastu game barca lagi.. pas tu ada novel lagi yg beratur tunggu aku baca.. fyi, aku baru je beli lagi 2 novel.. Huhuhu.. kesimpulannya.. mmg bz la! HAHAHA.... 

K lah... sekian resolution June 2011.. 

I wish for the greener grass out there...

It's difficult to explain... But I'm feeling down.. Many things happen that makes me angry, unsatisfied and     down... I really really wish that I'm not here... I wish to be in United State and be far far away from here. I want a new life, a new environment, a new breath. I just don't like it here.

Even though I knew and expected the worst situations, I still feeling sad inside. I know I'm fighting a losing battle, and I'm tired of it. I'm really really tired of it. What I really want is just to let everything go and stop trying. If only I can.. if only I brave enough to do that... 

I wish for the greener grass out there... I really do.

Busy Bee...

As most of people around the world know, Japan is in a complicated situation. Not only they have a major earth-quake and tsunami... Their nuclear reactor power plant in Fukushima is in 'bad' situation. And being a worker in a nuclear agency, this situation makes us.... busy.

Okay, don't get me wrong... We are save! The situation is under control. There is no need to panic. 

However, we (nuclear agency) have to always monitor and update the current situation. And this week I will be busy with the project that need me to run the monitoring setup for people coming from Japan. Just as a precaution measure. Anyway, I'm just doing a small part of it. Just making sure everything is run and ready :-P (You can believe in me, people!) Hehe...

I have lots and lots of things to update like my trip to Bandung, my food review on restaurant around Bangi , my short school of Particle Physic, Movies I watched and also some new friends that I met. But all these have to wait... My "busy-ness and lazy-ness" in on the way! 

Here is some peek preview of my trip to Bandung:

Just arrived! - Bandara Bandung, Indonesia

Me at Takuban Parahu - depan kawah gunung berapi

Ok guys.. That's all for now!

:-)

good morning saturday!

This is my first time blogging via my phone... Not bad ;)

I'm going out to mid valley with my sister today!
To be cont....

Bye!

Playing with my HTC D.esire HD :-)

I'm tired of saying how I regret neglecting my blog...
I did neglected it but it doesn't mean I don't love it.. ^_^

As you guys know (kalau baca blog ni la).. I bought my htc about a month ago.. So, I'm still in the process of learning.. :-). So, about two weeks ago, I attended a symposium at PWTC. Now, it's time to play around with my htc! While listening to the talk, I played my fav game: "bubble blast II", this game is so addictive and easy.. So, I'm actually doing a multitask - played the game while listened to the talk... or vise-versa. :)

Another function that I love is the camera! The camera has 8 Mega Pixels and the quality was superb...

 Saje try close-up... It's automatic focus.. So tak yah pilih macro ke ape ker :)

Amik gambar sendiri dalam dewan... hehe

Perasan tak gambarnya tinggi kurus.. Ikut screen dimension rasanya.. Cam wide camera lak.. Pastu bila kitorang (aku n purp) nak balik time tu... Kitorang actuallynya kuar awal sebab nak elak jammed.. Konon la kan.. Tapi on the way to parking lot (we parked in fornt of PWTC) We heard somebody was singing in one of the hall... Cam terpanggil gitu nak pi tgk.. Dalam dok mencari2 tu, Purp cakap kat aku.. Bunyinya cam suara Anuar Zain... Eh.. Ada event apa ni??? Kitorangpun masuk la ke dewan apa ntah namanya (byk hall kat situ)... Lalu menonton Anuar Zain buat rehearsal.. Owh.. rupanya weekend tu ada anugerah Seri Angkasa.. Diorang tgh wat full rehearsal, sekali ngan orkestra sekali.. Seriously, suara Anuar Zain best gila. And he was very harkworking.. 3 kali nyanyi baru dia puas hati.. Pasti kitorang tgk lak kumpulan Khatulistiwa (Kalau salah sorry la ek.. aku tak kenal diorang ni), pastu sape ntah.. malas la kan.. Ni some pics I took that day

 Mula2 tgk dari jauh... 

p/s: cun kan camera aku amik.. gelap dewan tu

Lama2 kitorang dudukla.. jadi penonton.. hehe..

Satu lagi.. Purp kata hp aku tak besh sebab tak leh guna pen nak melukis, so tak leh lukis cartoon... Purpnye hp pakai stylus.. htc aku ni pakai jari jemari.. Kalau guna pen tak nak detect. So, aku rasa tercabar la.. Aku kata.. wait aa Purp.. Aku donlod aplication paint dulu.. and you'll see!

This is my drawing guna application "paintjoy"..

 Ni percubaan pertama... Ok la kan :P yang penting leh lukis mata tu guna jari tau!

 Ni lak main2 color kat application tu.. Besh.. besh.. Hehehe (suka!)

Ok la.. That's it this time... :D

I feel like going with the flow is boring...
But to ripple the ocean take too much energy...

2010 Reflection.. huh 2009????

Aku sedar aku mmg malas malas malas tulis blog tahun ni.. Don't know why.. I guess.. FB????

Maybe la... Post aku utk 2010 65 posts jer... Then aku check post on January 2010.. Aku tak list down my "Azam 2010" pun.. Walla.. What happen??? That's mean no reflection of 2009 as well.. Ni bukan tertinggal bas or kapal terbang lagi dah ni., Ni dah tahap tertinggal 1 km ke belakang dalam acara sukaneka lari dalam guni!

Dalam membaca entry January 2009, aku dapat rasakan perubahan diri aku.. I think I like  he 2009 me better, sebab the way I wrote my blog felt so easy going, funny at times ,weird and crazy... Too much barca's influence.. hehe...

Since I don't have a list of Azam 2010 to measure my kpi :P (boo hooo) let just go back another year and sum it all up... This is my copy and paste of Azam 2009!

Azam 2009:

1. To continue success in my Master program and get a very very good result and give a good impression of myself..
2. To lose weight.. Target? 15 pound down! :D
3. To be nicer to people (ni macam every year azam je.. hehehe)
4. To exercise more.. mean, try to go to gym sekerap yang mungkin..
5. Learn to be a better cooker
6. Well.. be a good student!

Tercapai kah?
Let's go by number!

1. Yee Haaaa!!!!! YES! YES! I DID IT!
I got my Master in Electrical Engineering! and I did get a VERY VERY GOOD result! 4.0 in cgpa.. Not even in my dream that I'll achieve this! This is one of the sweetest and proudest memory in my life!

I love this shot... Feel 'artistic' (but coming from me, you can just 'bleh' it..)

2. Lose weight!
YEAH! I DID IT BABY!
15 pounds is my target on 2009... and I didn't achieve it by end of 2009 but I did successfully lost 33 pounds by end of 2010! Amazing right? Even me wonder how did it happen???

 
Left is me in Sept 2008 and right is me in Sept 2010.. ;-)

3. Nicer to people? Hahaha.. I somehow believe that I'm not a very considerate person... I always don't realize what is sensitive for others... and end up hurting people without mean it.. Now  I'm growing and wiser.. and I learned a lot from my new friends... And if I can declare meeting some people is an achievement.. I will declare that knowing Gigi and Yuri is my best achievement! I even go as far as saying it was even worthier  than my Master degree... ;-)

My mizzou best buddies... <3

4. I did exercise a lot early this year.. but since I came back... It gradually going down.. :(

5. I achieve this successfully! With a series of 'calling my mum for recipe,' I'm so proud of myself! hehehe... Tapi since I came back... I also cooked less and I'm afraid that I'm gonna forget everything. BUT, I trust my hidden skills of cooking and I know that when I determined to do it, it will be a success! (lagi adegan perasan tahap gaban)

6. Be a good student is a bit outdated for this reflection.. Anyway I was!... errr I think la.

The list is done but I'm gonna add some more! I told myself that yang aku nak g panjat bukit broga b4 2011 as my 1st step to daki gunung Kinabalu (ewah! ada hati :p) So I did!

Snap shots at Broga Hill! 25 Dec 2010

Dah banyak kali plan nak panjat bukit ni.. asyik cancel sbb kejap A available, B lak tak available and etc etc.. Last2 aku go on je the plan no matters who's available.. Last2 aku ngan Purp je panjat bukit ni.. Yang penting.. I HAD FUN!!! :D

What else? Okay.. Travelling log... Last two years was the time where I travel the most in my life! Sampai dah tak larat dah.. Anyway, I have to grab this opportunity since I study abroad.. Lepas ni bila la pulak kan... Here some pichas summary...

Gi Chicago on Spring Break 09, pastu early Summer 09 break gi Boston and NY, then on Oct g Washington DC

Aku balik Malaysia time Summer break 09... Take that opportunities bawak family jalan2 gi tgk Masjid Kristal kat Kuala Terengganu..

On the way back dari Malaysia ke US.. Aku singgah Europe jap... Memang percutian yang paling aku tunggu2 sebab akhirnya aku dapat menjejak kaki di mana Messi memijak kakinya... Hehehe.. So, Messi and I dah ada things in common... :PPPPP (sudah2 la tu...) Also went to Germany, London and Liverpool as well.. 

 

On Winter break 10... We travel to St Louis, Las Vegas, San Francisco and LA & Hollywood... 

From Las Vegas, we took one day tour to Grand Canyon :)

My final destination while I'm in USA is Florida... We went there to celebrate our graduation! So happy~~~ We went to Disney World and Sea World... What a good old time :)

With this I wrapped my Year 2009 - 2010 and start a new chapter of 2011... I'm proudly said.. I end my 2010 with a happy smile~~~~ :D

c ya!
(p/s: Now got to list my azam 2011) ~~~ later...

Rumblings.. and it worst when ur english is sucks and you are depressed... And somehow your malay also sucks.. :P

I'm feeling depressed..
(ps: It's got nothing to do with Brazil out of WC.. hahaha.. I'm glad they were out.. tata.. :-P)

Anyway...

I realized.. I'm not super human... I need my slim tiny little best friend.. My Laptop!!! HUHUHU... It is unlucky.. It is misfortune... Why It had to break at this time??? I have less than 2 months to go... But as people said.. "everything happen for a reason"

The reasons (probably):

1. It's a push for me to buy a netbook.. I've been thinking about buying a netbook for more than a year.. but nothing push me into it.. So, this may be a reason... maybe

2. It's a reminder to me that brand means nothing.. If you are unlucky.. no brand name is reliable...

3. It is a push for me to become an extra-ordinary student... LOL.. believe me... when half of your time in library or computer lab.. What will you thinking? :-P

I for once is a kind of person, when I'm angry.. my ideas will come floating.... It produced the best of me... and now I am angry... Let see what's the "best of me" will it produced...

1. In high school.. when I was bullied.. I turn to book.. Hence, I became an excellent student.. ;-) Should I said thank you to my bullier? :-S

2. Here, my laptop rosak dua kali okay... one time, i spilled water on it... That week happened to be an exam week.. So, I focus on reading instead.. How do you think I got my "A"s??? :-p Now it break when I'm writing a thesis... Being a permanent resident of library got an advantage also.. I'm so tired when I'm home.. So, I cut down my leisure time... (yeah.. right.. :P)

3. When I had a fight with Wit.. Ops.. tukar bahasa.. Masa tu sangat marah.. itulah masanya aku sangat berkobar-kobar exercise di gym.. Semua amarah aku lepaskan kepada machine elliptical tu... Hehehe..

4. Masa aku bengang dgn gigi.. Itu adalah antara masa aku tulis paling banyak.. aku berjaya habiskan 2 chapters.. dalam masa yang lebih singkat.. semua amarah aku lepaskan pada tulisan.. kekeke..

So, as I said.. maybe every bad things happen.. there were a hidden agenda behind it...

Ok.. apa2pun.. Aku tensyen... I need my "best friend".. 4th of July is coming.. Independence day of USA.. So.. cuti umum means library close.. computer lab close... Netbook.. Here I come... I'm gonna buy the cheap one... The cheapest that agreeable to my standard of requirement la... My target is less than RM1000.. So, hopefully I can get the one with less than USD300... Let's see guys...

Oh.. forgot to say.. Last night... After I'm done with my chapter 6.. Shut down and change location.. Suddenly.. Tada.. The file is F corrupted... I have to redo everything... Then when I think that nothing worse can happen.. Then.. Dang! The computer I'm using crashed.. blink-blue screen- WTF??? I'm super angry.. I think the kid (undergrad student) in front of me look at me nervously.. Well, if the computer that I was using is a human.. it will tremble in agony waiting for a horrible death.. :-P.. Anyway, after restart the computer.. I can't recover the file back.. It was corrupted again.. S.T.U.P.I.D.. Well.. Being a calm down and "unemotional" me.. I redo it again for the third time... And I'm doing it in Word 2003 compatible mode.. finished it at approximately 12 a.m.. (my advisor said, don't use the word 'around' use 'approximate' or 'roughly' because it sound better :-P) Seriously.. I'm dead tired.. physical and emotion.. I really think I need to mandi bunga due to the recurring events of misfortunes..

ps: My friend's verdict on my laptop: Please wait and bring home to Malaysia and repair it there.. That's exactly what I'll do... :(

OK.. I'm good now.. I'm calming down... And everything is under control~~~~ ;-)

We'll be together again...

Evanescence - Together Again

Never thought that I'd be leaving you today
So alone and wondering why I feel this way
So wide the world
Can love remember how to get me home to you
Someday

We'll be together again
All just a dream in the end
We'll be together again

So many fears were swimming around and around in my mind
Who would have dreamed the secrets we would find

I've found a world where love and dreams and darkness all collide
Maybe this time we can leave our broken world behind

We'll be together again
All just a dream in the end

Single 2010 dari Evanescence... Lagu ini ditujukan kepada keluarga dan kawan2 di Malaysia... hehehe..

ps: this is my warming up session before start writing my thesis... ;-)

My result of how many nutrients I need every day

Your results for the Women's Nutrition Guide Calorie Calculator

These results will help you to know how many calories you need to maintain your current weight, and the number of calories needed per day to achieve your goal weight in a healthy, steady manner.

You need 1929.6 calories per day to maintain your current weight without exercise.

You need 1840.3 calories per day to reach your goal weight slowly and maintain that weight without exercise.

If you reduce your current caloric intake to 1429.6 calories per day you will lose one pound per week without exercise.

If you increase your current caloric intake to 2429.6 calories per day, you will gain one pound per week.

Exercise and Calorie Needs

If you exercise for 30 minutes each day, you may increase your caloric intake to 2143.6 calories per day and still maintain your current weight.

If you exercise for 60 minutes each day, you may increase your caloric intake to 2411 calories per day to maintain your current weight.

If you exercise for 30 minutes each day, you will be able to reach your goal weight with 2043.5 calories per day.

If you exercise for 60 minutes each day, you will be able to reach your goal weight with 2297.5 calories per day.

link: http://nutrition.about.com/od/changeyourdiet/a/calguide.htm

Sources:

Food Intake Patterns. U.S. Department of Agriculture Center for Nutrition Policy and Promotion. http://mypyramid.gov/downloads/MyPyramid_Food_Intake_Patterns.pdf.