Rumblings.. and it worst when ur english is sucks and you are depressed... And somehow your malay also sucks.. :P

I'm feeling depressed..
(ps: It's got nothing to do with Brazil out of WC.. hahaha.. I'm glad they were out.. tata.. :-P)

Anyway...

I realized.. I'm not super human... I need my slim tiny little best friend.. My Laptop!!! HUHUHU... It is unlucky.. It is misfortune... Why It had to break at this time??? I have less than 2 months to go... But as people said.. "everything happen for a reason"

The reasons (probably):

1. It's a push for me to buy a netbook.. I've been thinking about buying a netbook for more than a year.. but nothing push me into it.. So, this may be a reason... maybe

2. It's a reminder to me that brand means nothing.. If you are unlucky.. no brand name is reliable...

3. It is a push for me to become an extra-ordinary student... LOL.. believe me... when half of your time in library or computer lab.. What will you thinking? :-P

I for once is a kind of person, when I'm angry.. my ideas will come floating.... It produced the best of me... and now I am angry... Let see what's the "best of me" will it produced...

1. In high school.. when I was bullied.. I turn to book.. Hence, I became an excellent student.. ;-) Should I said thank you to my bullier? :-S

2. Here, my laptop rosak dua kali okay... one time, i spilled water on it... That week happened to be an exam week.. So, I focus on reading instead.. How do you think I got my "A"s??? :-p Now it break when I'm writing a thesis... Being a permanent resident of library got an advantage also.. I'm so tired when I'm home.. So, I cut down my leisure time... (yeah.. right.. :P)

3. When I had a fight with Wit.. Ops.. tukar bahasa.. Masa tu sangat marah.. itulah masanya aku sangat berkobar-kobar exercise di gym.. Semua amarah aku lepaskan kepada machine elliptical tu... Hehehe..

4. Masa aku bengang dgn gigi.. Itu adalah antara masa aku tulis paling banyak.. aku berjaya habiskan 2 chapters.. dalam masa yang lebih singkat.. semua amarah aku lepaskan pada tulisan.. kekeke..

So, as I said.. maybe every bad things happen.. there were a hidden agenda behind it...

Ok.. apa2pun.. Aku tensyen... I need my "best friend".. 4th of July is coming.. Independence day of USA.. So.. cuti umum means library close.. computer lab close... Netbook.. Here I come... I'm gonna buy the cheap one... The cheapest that agreeable to my standard of requirement la... My target is less than RM1000.. So, hopefully I can get the one with less than USD300... Let's see guys...

Oh.. forgot to say.. Last night... After I'm done with my chapter 6.. Shut down and change location.. Suddenly.. Tada.. The file is F corrupted... I have to redo everything... Then when I think that nothing worse can happen.. Then.. Dang! The computer I'm using crashed.. blink-blue screen- WTF??? I'm super angry.. I think the kid (undergrad student) in front of me look at me nervously.. Well, if the computer that I was using is a human.. it will tremble in agony waiting for a horrible death.. :-P.. Anyway, after restart the computer.. I can't recover the file back.. It was corrupted again.. S.T.U.P.I.D.. Well.. Being a calm down and "unemotional" me.. I redo it again for the third time... And I'm doing it in Word 2003 compatible mode.. finished it at approximately 12 a.m.. (my advisor said, don't use the word 'around' use 'approximate' or 'roughly' because it sound better :-P) Seriously.. I'm dead tired.. physical and emotion.. I really think I need to mandi bunga due to the recurring events of misfortunes..

ps: My friend's verdict on my laptop: Please wait and bring home to Malaysia and repair it there.. That's exactly what I'll do... :(

OK.. I'm good now.. I'm calming down... And everything is under control~~~~ ;-)