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Oh My Messi...

Messi out for 4 or 5 weeks

Messi will be sidelined for 4 or 5 weeks according to the Club’s Medical Services. Ecography performed on Sunday revealed that he has torn the upper part of the femoral biceps in his left thigh.

If the diagnosis is correct, the player will miss between 5 and 7 Barça matches. These begin with the end of year classic against Real Madrid, then the cup game with Alcoyano and league encounters with Mallorca, Murcia and Racing Santander.

Article from FCBarcelona.cat

It is a sad news.. Happen at a great time. Barca won 3 - 0 against Valencia with Messi assist 2 of the goals but too bad he got injured and miss the next el Classico against Madrid? He just make that game not as interesting as it should be anymore.. at least for me.. Hu hu hu..

Anyway.. I hope Messi get better soon.

The Golden Compass

I've watched this movie. It was ok. I like it. ***/*****

If you want to know what's this story is about.. Feel free to read it at cinemaonline.com or you can just Google the movie title then you know.. (Hahaha) I'm so lazy to elaborate it and I can't wait to the next sequel of this movie. Just for information, I had read this book. "His Dark Material" by Philip Pullman have three parts:

1. The Golden Compass
2. The Subtle Knife
3. The Amber Spyglass

I can't explain which one I like.. the movie or the books.. I like them both. Like I like Harry Potter but to tell the truth Harry Potter's movie quite sucks.. But I like Harry Potter a lots so, i kind of accept it. but this one is different, it's better like.. If you read LOTR books and also watched the movie.. you'll understand. It's good like that. You just accept that something in the book just so difficult to be translated but it is still good.

So.. Enjoy the movie OK! I did! :)

HaPpY BirThDaY To mE!

28 Years Old...

How do I spend my birthday? Last year I spend the day by doing a CV for the promotion and it was proved a success.. This year I spend it by studying for GRE.. It is a very tough exams especially on a verbal section which required me to have a millions vocabulary.. Today diagnostic: Verbal (11/30) Quantitative (28/28) Analytical (maybe 4 Hahahaha.. i don't really know, it's a writing task)

What goods that had happen today.. pre-birthday day..

1. Send my application to Uni of Minnesota (Finally)
2. My house mate irons my dress for tomorrow as a birthday gift (ok..)
3. I did spent the night studying.. (nice)
4. Oh.. almost forget, That K called me and apologized to me.. so the three consequences that i thought possibly happen, do turn good this time.

What i expect to happen today (it's 2.40 am so i guess it's today.. my bday)

1. Nothing really.. i will be surprise if anyone remember my birthday.. well maybe one or two friends.. The truth is, i don't mind and don't expect it too because without the reminder from my hand phone, i might be forget it myself.

What I wish to do this Saturday ( a day after my bday)

1. I will watch "The Golden Compass" movie.. i don't care if I have to watch it alone.. I've already book the ticket for 2 person and for 1 person.. so, no matter what.. I'll watch the movie. The reason :- This is the movie I'm looking forwards since October this year.. so, I'm not gonna miss it!
2. Study even more.. My grammar is SUCKS! I'm trying my best to improve it.


Ok, that's it! My not so glamorous birthday celebration.. I just hope all my plan success and I'll be content with it. Whatever it is.. I also hope that all my sadness go away and I hope that I could stop thinking about her and how hurt I am.. In other words stop being pathetic.. ;-)

I also wish I'll become a better person, a better daughter, a better sister, a better friend and a better errmmm... aaaaaa... everything la... (i just lost words like CT.. hahahaha)

And my last but not least wish is if not too much.. I wish Barca to win La Liga and Champions League both this season! HAHAHAHA...

I Need A Shoulder To Cry On..

Everyone need a shoulder to cry on...

Lately, I feel very lonely.. very sad.. and maybe depress.. i don't know. It just inside me , i feel it. Maybe it's because of the "things" that happen lately in my life or maybe because i have so many things to deal with.. or maybe it's the combination of all..

1. Friendships..
I lost a friend.. this is something that i never ever think would happen in my life.. I mean really lost a friend. Gone. It's hurt. I keep asking myself why? I know i shouldn't but i can't help this feeling. I feel so sad. I lost a friend that i used to love. I lost a friend who i can tell the weakness i feel inside of me. A friend who i thought understand me. I just feel sad and no way, i mean no way i can forgive her for everything she did to me.

2. Boy Friend?
I also think I just end up something that not really there. I just hate feeling cheated. I hate him for all the things that he didn't do and I'm angry to myself for not having more patient. I just had enough. I just can not pretend anymore. Enough is enough.

3. The Wedding..
Well, it was my younger brother wedding last week. I'm happy for him. No pretending.. I'm really happy for him but.. I think i have enough of his attitude of "Me against the World". I have no more energy to be a perfect sister. I just can not stand selfish anymore. Anyway, he clearly doesn't need me anymore. Sometimes i wonder suppose it be when you are happy, people around you should feel the same?

4. The Exams..
This is not really a problem. Maybe i just have too much anxiety.. too worried.. I have a fluctuated feeling.. sometimes i feel everything gonna be OK but sometimes i just feel what if I don't make it? I'm thinking too much into this..

I'm worried about many other things.. I'm worried about my work.. I'm worried about my health.. Sometimes I think I'm overly cautious of my health. I always afraid with so many things.. The previous problems keep haunting me. I don't know how to stop thinking and imagining something that not there.

I feel life is not fair.. I feel my problem is just stupid to be a problem. Maybe it's not a problem, it just me.. yes I'm overly thinking of everything... and now I can't sleep.. Right now, I feel like i have no shoulder to cry on. The one who I can tell everything and anything.. I need somebody that i can be weak.. somebody that i don't have to be strong.. Somebody that i just can cry my heart out. Somebody who would think that my stupid little problems is not so stupid after all..

But you can't get everything you want..