What's Your Dream Job?

I know for a long time I know that I don't want to be what I am right now.. So, the test just proved it.. and now I know what is my dream job actually..

Saira, your dream job is to be an Ambassador

Sales representative? No way. Chemical engineer? Not you. With a big heart and a natural knack for smooth-talking, there's no doubt that you could go head-to-head with Angelina Jolie for best humanitarian. Whether you're smoothing over a fight between feuding friends or solving the stickiest of situations, you somehow manage to keep even-keeled under the heaviest of pressures. That's why the perfect job for you would be making sure that people all over the world are happy, healthy, and safe.

And while there may be a lot of competition on the international stage, this world could still use all the caretakers it can get. So make sure to take your heart wherever you go! Believe it — no matter where you work, your coworkers will be glad you're there.

What's Your Dream Job? by Tickle

I Need A Distraction But..

I'm trying to distract myself with this:

David Cook.. Hmm who else?? Daa..
(This face is soo NC-17 : if you know what I mean.. hehehe xoxo)

But.. There is something in my heart that cannot let it go. It become worst when I'm talking about it with my brother (which I don't really mean to talk about it.. it just a suddenly we talk about it - on the phone) I'm going to US (Now I think the whole world know about it - mean: the world that circle around me) And I'm going to leave my new house behind for at least 2 f*g years. I don't want to leave it unattended.. I have lots of stuffs and some of it need a maintenance like - frezzer, washing machine, and so on.. So, I had offered my house to my friend to take care of it while I'm not here.. with some conditions:

1. She must welcome my family.. anytime..
2. She must take care of the house
3. She must not rent it to anybody but she can ask her friend to accompany her (her wish)

I know it's a good arrangement. This is a good plan, for me, my family, my house and her as well.. I like this plan. But, I have this 'something' in my heart that is very very sad and maybe worried or anxious. I'm not sure.. I have a What if "lots of thing don't need to write here" thinking. I'm afraid of so many things and I feel a little bit like I'm 'giving' this house to someone else. This house is mine! I know it but this little 'something' in my heart is so 'angry' or 'afraid' or I don't know.. There is 'something' and I hate it.

This 'something' don't want to get out of my chest and it makes me sad...
This 'something' have to go for good but I have no idea of how...

Pameran Hiasan Dalaman PWTC

First of all.. I'm not gonna do a review or anything about the exhibition here ok.. This is just the way I feel..

Welcome to the colors of our life.. Or color of our home..

This is absolutely my dream sofa.. I've been talking about this sofa since 2006.. I love to have an XXL L-shape sofa in my living room.. I just love it!

This is absolutely my dream bedroom.. See the embedded hi-fi on the wall? Well what I love most is, I want that wall.. Give me that wall!

This is Shelly and the aquarium.. I love to have the aquarium inside my living wall as well.. I WANT IT! but.. I don't think I'm gonna do it! Hehehe..

Love the orange kitchen cabinet? I LOVE IT! But.. I think I'm gonna go with a typical wood color kitchen cabinet..

How about the grandfather's clock? No.. I don't think so.. Too antique for me.. Not my taste

How about this? No for me.. I prefer tiles.. Thank you.. I think only 'old' people like their floor like this.. Just an opinion!

Ok.. Now we go to the part that makes me excited.. I LOVE painting but they are VERY expensive and I don't have that much money.. Unless I have an extra money to waste for around RM1k to RM2k.. I stick to my plan.. I'll do it myself.. and that still remains as a plan.. Ok.. Most of the paintings will have Shelly on it.. Just to highlight the size of the painting.. OK.. Here we go..

I Love Love Love these paintings so much.. I can see myself actually buy it..

See the right painting? The blue one.. I would love it inside my living room.. It's on my buy list also (but when I'm rich like Really rich okey.. Hehehe) By the way.. these paintings is consider cheap or affordable.. We have it right? 1k or 2k.. It just, do we want to spend it on the painting? I will.. Someday..

Look normal? Look closely.. (below)

Well.. you guys might still not see it.. This is actually not an oil painting.. It's stitches.. from benang you know.. I like it.. the uniqueness..

How about these.. I like it so-so la.. but it's beautiful.. It make me wonder..

Can I say.. WOW.. It's enormous! Huge! Don't know where to place it.. The color is a little blend for me but I like it.. Make it a little bit smaller.. I'll consider it.. This is absolutely out of my reach by the way..

I like it in certain way.. The white color makes me a little annoyed but this painting speak something to me.. It say something.. Very difficult to explain.. It just that white color.. tsk tsk.. still. I like it in a certain way..

Well that's it! There are lots more painting but I only snap the one that I like.. So Enjoy!

Why Monday is my OFF Day...

Hari ni bangun2 je terus rasa malasnya nak gi keje.. Serius malas.. Kalau gi opis pun sah tak buat keje.. Tapi sebab sebenar nape aku tak gi keje hari ni ialah.. aku dah guna both my Saturday and Sunday to the fullest.. Jadi aku rasa aku ada alasan yang kukuh utk cuti pada hari Isnin.. Hehehe..

What am I doing on Sunday? Well selain dari drooling myself over David Cook.. Aku temankan Shelly gi PWTC untuk tgk pameran hiasan dalaman which make me more miserable.. but I'm gonna make an entry khas utk pameran tu la.. Later.. What I'm gonna talk about now is.. What I'm doing after that exhibition.. We spent some time at The Mall.. Makan kat Kenny Rogers and then, I just cannot stop myself.. I do some more unneeded shopping.. What I'm buying?

Ok.. Why these accessory? Yg sudut kiri bawah tu gelang besar.. Yg tengah tu rantai panjang dan atas kanan ialah cucuk sanggul (macam la panjang sgt rambut)

I have absolutely no idea why aku beli bende2 tak penting ni.. Tapi aku rasa rantai tu cun la.. Gelang tu pun aku suka.. Cucuk sanggul tu a little bit useless sebabnya dua-tiga kali aku cucuk terburai jugak rambut aku.. Mungkin takde skill kot.. Then what else?

What? Beli kasut lagi? Why? Why?

The shoe is a mistake.. I mean lepas aku decide nak beli then aku rasa nak tukar color tapi malangnya dah tak leh sebab aku dah mintak promoter tu buat lubang baru kat kasut tu.. Aku frust sebab aku rasa color hitam ni boring la plak.. Satu lagi tu color light brownish.. Huhuhu.. Tapi, again the question? Why I'm buying this sandal? And why I can't stop myself? And I also bought some more unnecessary things..

Again.. Why I bought these thing? That's my Sunday's shopping..

And we also went to various kedai perabut to survey things u know.. Mainly because Shelly will move to her own house soon and that makes me miserable even more.. I have to wait 2 YEARS!