~~~ The unpublished entry ~~~ Last week's entry ^^
I'm still trying my best to listen to this seminar which always lead my mind to wonder around... :PPP
arghh... what's the use of me being in this seminar when they actually just read the handout that was given to us... Maybe it is my incapability to listen is the problem here... What is it that I gain here beside the wonderful knowledge of a wonderful instrumentation system??? No kidding! Now I know how to write Korean! Wow at my capability of doing multitasking :PPP - Am I impress with myself? Or am I overly impress with myself??? I believe, I am humble in my own way. :P ~~ I'm so impress with myself!!
I learned how to write and how to read, like I know how to write and read Arabic.. but still failed to understand the language.. But this is a good step la.. in mho (my humble opinion)... ;-)
my small note - I did this to memorize the alphabet
Hahaha.. I like! :-P I can write my own name and learned a few Korean words.. But I still can't understand Korean.. hahaha.. Let see... Love = sarang = 사랑 Yuritza = 유릳사 YoonChee = 윤치 Saira = 사이라 Purp = 풆 Catz = ?? (sorry I don't think I can write catz) hahaha...
I know I wrote less and less in my blog lately.. The reason is I had so many things to write but then I'm lazy to do it.. There were some events in my life that I think worth writing it down.. and I'm planning on doing it soon even though by the time I wrote it.. it will be already out of date.. but who care right? Anyway.. I'm kind of starting to write some monolog (talking to myself-ish) in my other 'playground' because of some problems I had with blogger.. But as I love my blog and this is actually my main 'playground'.. I'll paste it here as well.. ;-)
monolog #1
18-10-11
I’m in the boring seminar right now.. I want to escape but I can’t.. So.. again I’m doing a major thinking with myself… Lately I was thinking that life doesn’t have much meaning… Just bored all the way.. I want to escape it.. I just want something else.. I want a different path of my life.. I just keep thinking like this.. I read other people life.. The life that I wish to have but obviously I can’t.. Not even if I try.. I know I can’t have that kind of life.. I want a life of celebrity.. HAHAHA (I’m so crazy) I want to have a gamble life where I’m waiting for my chances to be recognized (Yhat’s why people invent fan fic.. to help people like me :PPPP)
Then.. there is a voice talking to me.. why are you not being grateful??? There are many unfortunate people out there and you are here, wishing your life to be different? You are looking at other people life and wishing it was yours? Are you sure you will be happier? What was I thinking? It’s true.. life is so short.. You will waste it by regretting things.. wake up and be grateful!
I will try my best then…
monolog #2
20-10-11
I was having a problem to login through my blogspot account when I’m using the netbook.. It leads me to write it here.. At first I thought it was google problem but then after a few days, I realized that it was my firefox problem since I can login when I’m using IE… However, I like to write it here so I’m thinking of doing it in both site…
Today again I’m in a seminar.. it getting interesting but me being me, I don’t take part much.. just listen and learn.. This might be useful in the future (well it suppose to)
Now, I’m still doing my own thinking (while listening to the seminar)… Suddenly it hits me… what exactly I want in my life? As things getting bored and bored.. a friend suggested to me to have some changes in my career.. Why not you try something else? Transfer to a different department, doing some different things.. get out of your comfort zone as I said to myself.. blow your bubble and walk through it!
But there are so many things to consider.. How about my friends? my office? what if I don’t like the new place? can I change back? What happen if I made a wrong decision? Will people welcome me? And after so many years.. why now? I need a strong reason. It is not like I’m doing nothing all this while to get this bored..
Then I realize.. I’m bored not because of my job.. I have so many things to do.. I’m bored not because of my friends around me.. I love them a lot and I like being with my friends.. I’m bored because I lack passion.. I’m bored because I always run from my problems.. I’m bored because I’m indecisive.. I need to wake up.. I need to revive my energy…
Actually nothing much.. Just the same me.. as usual... nothing excited or worth much... I just feel like I'm going and doing everything with the flow.. monotonous and well maybe I can say - boring.
I feel like I'm changing a bit inside. I'm no longer optimistic in a lot of things. I gave up pretty easy. Maybe feel it is too tired to fight things that was out of your control. Accepting is easier. I also have the urge that I need to settle everything. Like - deal with my LHDN issue, pay all my outstanding bills, fix the fans, lamps and etc that need to be fixed, organized my hard disk, etc.. I just have the feeling that I want everything settle.
So, my life kind of busy dealing with everything.. I also bought a new notebook for my sister who currently study in USM... And we decide to buy her a Toshiba Satellite L745... I think I like this notebook, it fast and new....
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Isk.. I got interrupted by my sister.. her notebook suddenly crash.. after installing kaspersky antivirus... After dealing with it my mood to write was gone.. so i will stop here.. Thank god that her computer already okay.. Moral of the story.. ALWAYS BACK-UP YOUR FILES! esp when you are doing your PhD/MSc/Work.. because if you lose the pictures collection you will only be sad but if you lost your thesis write-up/journal collection/documents... being sad will do you no good.. It's your hard work that must be repeated (if you can).. arghh.. can't imagine! Now I'm mentally exhausted..
Since K-Drama? I don't think so... I think it start when I like FT Island.. Like football (soccer), I don't like football before I know Messi and Barca.. So.. right now, I'm sooo into k-pop (Korean Songs).. I love love love FT Island so much! I've been following them via twitter, tumblr and facebook.. So, when they said they are coming to Malaysia for Korean Music Wave 2011... I'm so happy and disappointed at the same time.. Yes.. I'm happy that FT Island finally came back to Malaysia after 2008 incident (please google if you are curious) but I was disappointed because it was not only them.. there were others as well... Means that they not gonna sing many songs.. Urghhhhh.. I WANT THEIR OWN CONCERT!!!! so greedy.. hehehe..
Whatever la kan.. I went to the k-wave concert anyway... :-))
The tix! For your information.. That was the cheapest price.. Still so expensive.. I can't believe it.. The most expensive price was RM588 follow by RM438, RM288 and RM138.. Wow.. Westlife is having their concert here soon and the price is not this expensive.. But when I think about it.. maybe because this concert involve many groups.. So, the cost increase..
This is our entrance gate.. People queue since 5 maybe? We arrived around 6++.. And I'm gonna say that I'm so impress.. People actually queue and respect each other.. Malaysian people so nice! ;-)
All of us got two of the "I love Coway" balloon.. I don't know what Coway is.. The sits are still half full..
Selca with catz
Now the concert begin... and it start with... FT Island!!! Live from my camera.. (youtube below) FT Island start with "Hello Hello"
Actually we were not allowed to bring camera inside.. But somehow I managed to smuggle it in.. Hehehe (And I'm not the only one) I also managed to record all of their performances.. They sang 5 songs.. in order: 1. Hello Hello 2. Love Love Love 3. Bad Woman 4. Bing Bing Bing 5. I Hope. All of these are their famous and well known songs.. So I can sing along with them.. HAHAHA.. :PPP (konon la kan..) Suara yang nyanyi dalam video tu is me la.. Yang jerit2 histeria tu org sekeliling I.. Anak sapa la diorang ni.. isk isk isk..
FT Island's picture taken by some other fan on KMWM 2011.. I'm too busy taking video.. So, I can't take picture.. Hongki said they want to have their own concert in Malaysia soon.. (YES!!!) ***I wish it comes true***
5 songs are not enough.. HUHUHU.. I want more I want more.. huhuhu.. My heart still with FT Island but then it was Teen Top group turn.. Seriously.. I don't know any songs from them and I still think about FTI performance.. Well, generally I know Teen Top, they are a new group tho.. Anyway they don't gave any impression to me and my friend.. I yawned several times and I really wish them to end soon.. they also sang 5 songs... To be fair people around me seem to enjoy it (they even sang together :P) Maybe I'm too old for them.. bleh.. hehe..
Next was 4minute - the only girl group for the night. And clap clap to them.. I really enjoyed their performance.. Wow look at their legs.. I even search for their songs and downloaded it.. bravo 4minute! And they also said wanna have their own concert in Malaysia.. *sweet talk* :P and I won't go.. hahaha
Then.. U-KISS.. YES!!! Well, I'm not their 'fan' but I do like them and most of their song.. And they are also very good looking lads.. hehe.. Seriously, their performance also tip top and by far better if compared to TeenTop... By the way, they are not as new as TeenTop.. and their song is more catchy and upbeat (but I still can't sing together with them).
After 5 songs, follow by a solo singer Park Jung Ming - Literally speaking, I don't know this guy. And his performance is so so.. But so many people like him.. And I just knew (just now) that he is from SS501 group (I know this group).. So, I see.. Now I know why he is so famous.. Ok la.. And he is cute and it was funny when he took out a note to read it to us and found out that he took the wrong note.. So, he kind of making a cute mistake and shy shy cat at the stage la.. By the way.. finally he found the note and the note basically said he wish to perform the best for us in MALAY.. Hahaha.. Thumbs up to him!
Next is another solo performance by Seungri.. Oh my.. who is he again??? I'm so bad.. I only knew FT Island inside out.. :PPP Anyway people around me told me that he is from Big Bang.. Hmm.. I know Big Bang and I know they are good.. And his performance also very good.. I like it! People are going crazy now.. I see that most people here really really like Big Bang.. How can they knew how to sing all of these Korean songs??? If they study like this... Malaysia must be very excellent now.. Walla...
Then.. the highlight of the night and also the final show.. GD & TOP (also from big bang) People are going crazy esp the girl in front of me... (i felt annoyed a bit but not so much la.. still, anak sapa la ni?) Wow.. Even me now feel that the song was soo catchy.. They sang hip hop.. And people are jumping and screaming.. Are they that famous? Or people just so excited coz this is the ending? I'm not sure but they were good.. I like their performance also.. But I still missing FT Island :P
Final song - GD & TOP - High High (MV)
my cam of 'High High' (only part of it) - I took it just because the crowd were so excited..
People are screaming "encore encore" but nobody came out.. Finally MC came out and said it really the end.. Let it go people.. It's not fair to have any encore since there were so many groups..
Oh you know what.. I was so lucky to be able to record all FT Island performances because when Teen Top start the performance, the RELA were all over warning people not to take video.. Where were they when FTI performed??? Answer: "Busy enjoying the performance as well.." HAHAHA.. I feel sad that they sang first.. it was so anti-climax but that cannot be helped since they were so busy... Their schedule were so pack.. Their flight back to Korea was at 11pm that night, so they immediately went to the airport after their performance... Hongki (lead singer of FTI) himself just arrived at 4.30pm that day from San Francisco coz he had another program there.. So basically: he landed.. went to PC, sangs several songs and went back.. total: 6.5 hours in Malaysia.. Walla.. I'm impressed..
p/s: this is not beta .. no edit (yet), no re-read.. just write and post.. :)))
