Meh post...

Ok.. I said this is a meh post because... it's really.. meh (find the meaning here if curious)

The reason for this post is

1. It's awesome!
2. It's David Beckham
3. Barca don't exactly have a "true" free kick taker after Ronaldinho and Deco left.. (yeah.. Deco count) - This is irrelevant to the max but.. well, I love to talk about Barca.. :p

But, if you guys lost interest already.. I'm telling you, this is not about Beckham taking free kick also.. this is about accuracy which mean it can be fake as well (fake in term it's not "first try got shot")

Ok.. check it out guys.. xD

Since my "hell day" I think I become a little bit useless lately.. yeah, I got work to do and study bla bla bla... I just miss talking nothing and thinking nothing..

p/s: like the new layout color?

My favorite...

Ape ke heii nye (slang org perak ok)

ok.. ulang.. Ape ke heii nye multiple post dalam satu hari.. selang beberapa jam... hehehe..

Saje je nak announce kat the whole world (in case the whole world baca blog aku.. :pppp) Aku dah ada favorite utk American Idol... kekeke.. But this is very early in the season.. So, it might change.. yes.. it might change.. Anyway... Nak cakap jugak sape favorite aku.. (well, since this is the reason aku post entry ni kan..)

Teka.. teka la.. hehehe.. Well.. as you know me.. (pada sesapa yg know la :p) As usual.. It's a guy.. Anddd.. He is cute... hehehe.. And.. he is kind of different (in term of voice) because he has a very wide range of vocal.. Aku somehow tertarik la.. Not as much as David Cook.. But.. well, I like David Cook on week six.. and. this is only week 2.. hmm.. So.. that's why I said it might change.. It just a little bit too early...

Ok.. I stop rambling... His name is.... Hint: his name start with A...

Adam Lambert

Isn't he cute? Well. He has some kind of aura like a crazy singer I think.. kind of crazy.. scary.. beautiful.. Macam hero citer Twilight tu.. Sexy (ops..) Very pretty... Ni pendapat aku la.. Tapi aku suke sebab suara ok.. yg lain2 tu come as a package.. Somehow.. I feel his uniqueness.. Kind of.. Well.. Vote for Adam! Hahaha..

p/s: don't worry.. I don't vote :p (not that craziii..)

edit: ops.. just realize.. it's not even week 2.. this is still a group stage.. hahaha.. And I only watch 24/36 contestant.. Anyway.. he already go through to top 12.. Well.. This makes a bigger chance of changing favorite.. :p

Hmm...

Everytime I try to eat less.. I end up to eat more and more..

Like today.. I just can't stop eating.. and eating and eatimg..

Bila nak kurus ni? mimpi je la.. huhuhu..

Thank God.. I survive today...

The worst day ever.. In my study life...

8.00 - 9.00 am - Mid-Term 1 for Radiation Detection course..

Then straight go to library...

I'm still editing my Matlab program and doing the report at the same time.. Due 4.00 pm..

Finally around 12.00pm I GOT IT!! I GOT IT!! I find the bug.. I should hurried, the report only half-way done... And I still wish I have more time to do it.. improve it... This ADSP really killing me..

3.30 pm - I still don't eat anything except a toast at 7.45am.. So, Gigi come and meet me.. she gave me her bagel.. blueberry bagel.. "Thanks Gigi".. While eating, I read microwave and RF note.. The quiz is at 5.30pm.. Well, I do study a little but Mid-Term and project have more priority..

4.00 pm - The weather was so good.. I wish I can go running at trail.. But I'm going to the ADSP class... While the instructor taught "whatever" thing in-front.. something about probability of signal whatever.. I keep busying myself with RF notes.. I'm totally tired.

5.30pm - RF class.. For once, I can keep focus.. maybe too tired not to not listen.. So, I think tired give me more focus? (wee-ird) Anyway, because I'm at this point.. very tired.. I think I can do the quiz quite well because the anxiety of exam that I always have is gone.. too tired now to get anxiety..

So.. I survive today...

Now.. I have to move on to the lab report that due tomorrow.. I haven't done anything about that report because seriously.. I think I don't really sleep for several days now.. start the last weekend.. The project is the one that actually took most of my time.. I slept at 6a.m on Monday (that the worst) and mostly I slept around 3 - 4 am lately and this makes me wish.. I'm done with the study.. Seriously... When people told me that 3 subjects is too tough to take.. esp when you take 8000 level courses.. I believe it now.. I will take only 2 subject next semester...

Oh.. I'm off for the lab report..

I always love to rambling here.. as to release tension and this blog is kind of my therapy... My relaxation technique.. is rambling.. and whining.. daaaa.. :p

Oh NOOO!!!!

Well.. It's not a new news that Messi has a girlfriend.. but.. but.. but.. What about ME? *cry*

Yesterday, Argentine weekly Gente brought the exclusive pictures of Messi's first "official girlfriend".

Antonella is from Rosario, the place of birth of Messi, and is studying to be a dietitian. Messi got to know her at the end of December while the Argentinian striker was spending the holidays in his home-country.

Catalan sports paper El Mundo Deportivo claims that Antonella, who is currently staying with Messi and his family in Barcelona for a few days, is the sister of Messi's best friend Lucas.

full news at : link

She is definitely not a trophy girlfriend and she is a 'real' person.. Leo, I'm proud of you!!! And I still love you.. huhuhu..

So, here she is...

<3

I try to get dis-attached...

Hola...

We speak football again...

Champion League Round of 16 against Lyon this Tuesday...
Project 1 due - This Wednesday...
Mid-Term - This Wednesday also...
Lab Report due - This Thursday...

*pengsan*

Barca kalah derby this week 1-2 at home after 22 winning streak... we play bad, seriously.. and I'm afraid 2006-2007 happen again.. we won game after game aat the beginning and even up to 9 points but finally lost at the end... *official merajuk ngan Barca -a little- at the moment* From 12 points gap ---> 7 points at the moment.. Pessimistic??? You have to if you are a Barca fan!

Honestly, the project is very difficult (at least for me).. I'll do as best as I can, after a few days reading papers after papers and try to understand.. after staring at Matlab program for a zealions times.. finally, aku berjaya buat (60% - ok la).. report lagi.. Aku buat yang termampu je la.. I don't think Advance DSP is suit me that well.. I don't need advance!!!! *POUTS* Arghhh.. I need to prepare for mid-term as well.. Lab report can wait.. :(

So, here I am.. trying to dis-attached myself to Barca.. Barca is a distraction.. but I need it because there is nothing else here...

So.. here I am.. trying to dis-attached myself because.. if.. if.. Barca lost at Lyon :(
Arghhhh.. don't wanna think about it.. Tomorrow I need to study... and also tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow also need to study *pouts*

:p

Some Good Laugh... :D

Super Mario Rescues The Princess



:D

Magic Tree...

Suatu hari... Sepohon pokok magik telah tumbuh di sebuah pekan kecil yang bernama Columbia... Pohon ini sungguh magik sekali sehinggakan tuan empunya mengatakan.. setiap malam ia makan hampir2 $15.00.. Tetapi kerana keindahan dan kemagikannya.. pohon ini tetap tersergam indah menawarkan cahaya kepada sesiapa yang melewatinya...

Main star:
The enchanted Saira..
1st co-star:
Smiling Gigi..
(HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! still wanna kiss on the cheek?)
2nd co-star:
Sweet Baverly..
3rd co-star:
Jane the great..

Etiquette Dinner

Hari ni.. Me and my pren gi Etiquette Dinner.. Kitorang belajar camne makan secara profesional.. Sebab suatu hari nanti, Saira akan jadi datin or Datuk kan.. "Datuk Saira" hmm sound good..

So, we pay $10.00 for the food.. and meeting new people... Not bad.. Hmm the only catch is.. We have to wear "casual business".. I don't think I have the right dress.. Anyway.. the food is marvelous!!! We eat course by course... sambil diorang ajar.. how to eat properly..

Cerita-ceriti with pichas la kan...

:D

Somehow...

Somehow...

Have you ever heard people said...

"The harder I work, the luckier I get"

I believe it is true.. because luck is no longer with me..

This is the 2nd time I do bad in quiz.. another stupid mistake.. It's not that I don't know it.. It just too easy.. when I said easy, it mean really easy.. which mean you can see that at least, half of the class will get full mark on it.. And truly.. I thought I will get better but it just.. I have no luck.. (if you guys think it's not as bad as I think.. I got half of the full mark.. but again, it just a quiz :-( )

It's also apply on other subjects.. For example in lab report (nuke subj).. I lost 5 points (out of 100.. so, it's ok) but my lab partner got full mark.. we do exactly the same.. and when I complaint, the TA point my mistake.. so I said no more.. I can't tell the TA that my lab partner don't get deducted by that.. it will makes me looks like a bad person if she got deducted as well because of me.. I just have to accept.. I got no luck!

Anyway.. can somebody tell me.. Is a random process is a systematic process? The TA said this.. I'm so confuse :-( (this is the reason I got point deduction)..&*%$#^@@!# It's systematically random? *head-desk* *head-desk* *head-desk*

"The harder I work, the luckier I get"

I'm so depress.. Seriously..
I may got confuse a lot.. but, I truly believe that I should work harder but I'm not doing a good job on that.. and I'm not sure I have enough energy nor the passion to work harder.. And most of all, I get angry with myself.. Why I have to be like this? Why did I turn back to my old self.. Being lazy and everything? I'm so blank of everything nowadays.. I live on a day by day basis.. I'm glad I still make it to today...

:(

Pale - Within Temptation

The world seems not the same,
Though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I can't leave it all behind.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

Have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

I know, should realize
Time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
Have to trust it'll be all right.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

Oh, this night is too long.
Have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist see the face
Of an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay.

Spring 2009 - International Welcome Party

Due to homesickness and malasness.. Aku lambat la mengepost xtvt yang tak terkini ni... Every semester International Center akan buat International Welcome Party.. Last sem aku tak join sebab takde-geng + malas + banyaklaalasan.. So, this sem.. aku bukan takat pegi.. malah masak tau.. ULANG! Masak untuk lebih kurang 450 orang.. kekeke.. BEWARE! Acara memuji diri-sendiri akan bermula..

First of all, aku di'pelawa' untuk masak desert.. dan somehow, ada request nak masak agar2 santan.. So, MAK!!! KASI RESEPI! Aku tak penah buat tau, esp perkara2 yang melibatkan santan.. Well, by the way.. Semua orang kata sheedap tau.. *two thumbs up* I bangga you.. kembang seluruh badan tau.. HAHAHA (kan dah kata acara memuji diri-sendiri) Tapi, i tak tipu tau bab orang lain puji tu.. Even so, diorang request utk aku buat bende alah ni lagi for next event - "International Bazaar" whatever la kan.. Aku memang tau yang aku ni ada bakat semula jadi.. Mak kata aku ada vission, sebab walaupun aku tak penah masak.. cakap je resepi.. mesti jadik punya.. WAHAHAHA...

Ok... disebabkan korang dah tak larat dengar aku puji diri-sendiri (kalau bab masak -memasak ni, aku mmg akan ada sindrom al-jakun.. hehehe.. well, you know the 'real' me right?).. Aku stop kat sini la pasal kehebatan aku.. meh aku put pichas okie...

:D

I Should do Lab Report.. But Purp's Tag is More Interesting... :P

The origin : Baca sini...

The Rules: Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer.

I am...

I really want to...

and..

My favorite place...

My favorite things...


My favorite drink...

My favorite Food...

I Live In...
I was born in..
My school...
My favorite story...


My hobby...

I wish... I am..


Penat rhupanya buat bende alah ni...

When there is sunshine..

Hari ni cuaca amat baik sekali.. Suhu kat luar around 16 degree celcius.. everything look nice.. so do my mind... Hari ni aku boleh fokus study and I can think clearly.. Seriously feel good and feel like study is a good thing..

How the weather effect this, I don't know but I feel so comfortable.. No feel too cold to study or too lazy because it's so cold.. whatever.. I just feel good..

:D

I Wanna Go Home...

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right

WHY?

Hari ni quiz..

A simple quiz..

Only maths and so on..

The prof said we must know Giga ada berapa kosong..

I did check it out and memorize it..

Giga = 1 x 10^9

Tapi..

Bila time quiz..

Aku kena nervous attack or WHAT?

Aku buat Giga = 1 x 10^6

Rasa sangat bodoh..

Adakah aku tak fokus???

I did..

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

:((((((

BUMPED!!!

I seriously feel very very bad today...

Why?
Because nowadays I walking day dream..
Because I take almost everything for granted..
Because I can't make my head strait..
Because I lost my focus..

I keep trying to get my focus back.. but all I manage is a 50% of last semester.. I mean it! It seriously 50% or below...

Last semester I drive at a full speed from the beginning.. I took everything seriously.. I care every detail.. By saying that, my level of determination and excitation is up-sky level.. My target is not only getting good result but being amongst the best.. Which I proudly admit.... I did.

Where is all the energy? Where is all the determination? And where is the excitation? It just fading... almost gone...

The different?

Last Semester vs This Semester

Always ready before the class (pre-reading / pre-study) vs Totally blank and blur
Very focus in class vs Day dream and check clock all the time
Take everything seriously.. EVERYTHING! vs Almost don't care
Study at early stage vs NONE AT ALL.. I can say because now is early stage

Conclusion:
Winter Break - Really "BREAK" me and unleash the real me

Saying all this.. today, I have a class exercise which designed to determine the understand level of each student.. Believe me if I said.. If this is last semester... I will at least get 80% of it.. But, today I went without preparation at all.. And I'm totally blur, blank and helpless.. It's really a knock in the head and it shows how bad I've been doing lately.. I really really feel bad for handing a paper with only 1.5/4 questions partially answered.. Thank god, it was not counted in grade but I can't help but feel really really really ashamed.. The lecturer knew my existent - oh, how I wish to be invisible (He even greets me on the first day).. So, based on my result today.. you can say.. From heroes to zeroes...

From today.. I promise no more slacking like this.. This is not acceptable...

This is maybe a good bumped! So, wake up Saira...

I say wake-up and wish for a good day and may will-power overcome the devil inside me...

When Electric Collide With Chemistry...

Well.. Sekarang time tido sebab esok kelas pukul 8 pagi tapi kena gi awal dari kul lapan pagi sebab nak jumpa classmate dulu compare homework which is due 8 pagi..

Ok.. Seriously.. I am Electrical Engineer with Electronic Major.. So, bila aku amik kelas Radiation Detection which is also name as Radiochemistry.. That's mean.. Chemistry equotions, mole? No avagadro? dan yang lain2 yang seumpama dengannya.. Makes me ask myself.. What the heck are you doing?

I miss the digital stuff now.. I want to program something digital please... that only involved 1 and 0.. tak mo Pu-238 --> U-234 + He + gamma... TAK MO! TAK MO!

WAAAA!!!!

I conclude:

process (clk)
begin
if clk'event and halflife ='1' then
if U-238 = '1' then
Th-234 <= '1'; ALPHA <='1'; GAMMA <='1';
elsif Pu-238 = '1' then
U-234 <='1'; ALPHA <='1'; GAMMA <='1';
else
ALPHA <='0'; GAMMA <='0'; Th-234 <='0'; U-234 <='0';
end if;
end if;

End process;

:p